It's just me

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I AM NOT TOOTY JUST BECAUSE I WEAR SPECS! :(((

#06 love at 11:52 PM

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18TH AMANDA AW XIU HUI!

LETS MEET UP SOON WITH ALL THE FAV GIRLS OKAY! :) LOVE YOU!

I couldn't find my lenses :(

And cousin's birthday is tomorrow! Time seriously flies :(

#06 love at 11:33 PM

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WARDROBE GOH
DRAWER LIM
CUPBOARD ANG

#06 love at 4:36 PM

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JESSICA AND GLADYS KEEP SPITTING SALIVA ON ME!

I'M DROWNING IN THEIR SALIVA!!!

#06 love at 4:21 PM

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SUDDENLY I CANNOT HEAR YOU AND WE MUST TALK LOUDLY!

HELLO

BORING

SIAN

FINE LOR

I SHALL NOT TYPE IN !!!!!

SINCE THEY SAY I !!! VERY FIERCE

CURRENT LOCATION:::::

OUTSIDE ENGINE HALL1

IRRITATED BY TWO PEOPLE BESIDE ME.

THEY ARE BADDIES BECAUSE THEY DON'T LET ME TYPE IN!!!!

I WANT TO TYPE WITH !!!!!!

#06 love at 3:54 PM

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I have decided to delete this blog away after reading the archives for one last time. I need to stop looking back at all those happy moments that I used to have, at the crazy me I used to be. Looking back does no good. I should learn how to look forward and stop living in the past.
Just one more time, I promised no matter how much I don't want to.

#06 love at 12:28 AM

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Monday, July 13, 2009

"It's okay. Smile yah. But you've to understand. Not everyone can appreciate work just for the efforts put in. They go for appearances. You can start by complimenting others and helping them feel appreciated. When they do, they'll learn to better appreciate simple things too. It always starts from you. Don't worry. To me it was amazing. First drawing up the plan is not an easy work alrdy. Making the model is even harder. Cause have to make sure it's proportionate to what you've drawn on blueprint. Having to cut out so many trees, dipping them in colour, it's not easy. I personally liked the kampong houses best. But how many people can reflect upon the many work processes needed to create that masterpiece? If you look at a painting, how many people can be in awe of the millions of strokes the artist had to make just to draw a tree and all it's leaves? They'll just look at the full picture and say wow that's a nice forest. That's it. So don't take it personally. Mankind is still to self centred to learn to truly appreciate the works of others."

One long message. She always makes me think alot.

At least someone appreciates it.

#06 love at 1:10 AM

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009

STOP GETTING EMOTIONAL.

Till now, it's more than just guilt for telling you.

#06 love at 1:24 AM

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After not coming online for two days only, I don't know what to do when I first came online.

I'm such a sucker. Can irdd please be over? :( Most of the groups alrdy presented. So it wasn't really good to present on the last week right? The expectations get higher. Yes and whoever disturb me, I tell you. You are dead.

Sis is a monster. I always wonder why other sisters get along so well but we don't. Not like I don't wan to get along with her. Is she who doesn't wan to get along with me, thinking like everyone owes her something. Fine. So be it.

We can't go on pretending day by day

#06 love at 12:10 AM

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Everything and anything reminds me that I have not completed my irdd project. I know I spent alot of time on it yet I have not even complete it. But it's not what I want too. I can't help it that it takes such a long time to complete.
You, you and you. Who do I choose? The answer is so clear.
Somehow it's back to me me me. Nothing but me now. Who isn't stress? I'm not allow to be stress. I'm not allow to give questions. I'm suppose to answer all those questions which I have no answer to. I fake a smile. When have I become like that? Don't agitate me when you see me. Because I don't know what will I do.

Nothing last forever. But we choose to deceive ourselves.

#06 love at 11:55 PM

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I dislike that feeling.

I hear them talking about finishing it, i hear them laugh see them smile. I'm glad they manage to make it. But can't help but cry inside when I looked at ours. There is still a long way to go. Don't say that I shouldnt be thinking about it and making myself sad because I alrdy feel sad.

Projects always cause quarrels, unhappiness and misunderstandings. It somehow just sucks.

Security project came in today. I must admit I can't go on anymore. Tired is the only word left in my brain. Projects are draining me and squeezing me dry.

累了也没办法。

#06 love at 12:22 AM

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