although we have come so far, i know you held on so tight until you are numb and tired. i'm sorry. i hope history will not repeat itself again because i do not have the strength too. i have tried my best. i thought you will be happy without me but i guess it's otherwise. i want to set you free but you gave that chance away. that's why i want to work hard with you to overcome this. everything will be over soon. i love you.