It's just me

Thursday, April 30, 2009

forever crazy!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY EILEEN TAY!
I just realise that when I wished you Happy Birthday, I said that you were the first among 4 of us to be 18! Haha! I forgot about si ling! Sorry! You are finally legal! Just hope that you had a wonderful day with your jc friends and family. Didnt manage to meet you coz you are busy finding a spare phone and just simply too lazy to cm find us! Haha. Go change that lousy phone of yours okay! Too bad you have to be late for the first time during your jc life! Too bad you are having yor chem test tmr. Too bad you have to run 2.4 tmr! But the best thing is he's coming back tmr! Have fun tmr with your horse while I bored myself to death! LOVE YOU LOTS!

#06 love at 1:53 PM

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

说了又有什么用？一个人难过好过两个人伤心。

#06 love at 2:49 PM

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Monday, April 27, 2009

First week of school and everyone is so cui. Two days of 8am lessons seriously suck. It's been so long since I dragged myself up at 6plus every morning. I simply just hate all the modules for this semester. Law was fun but who knows. That was only the first lesson. And there are only 4 girls in the class. I need to get contacts and the lotion by today! If not I can just wear specs to school. Sian. All my money is gone buying all those stuffs. Books and contacts.

Another LCD came today. My house now has 2 lcds and 2 tvs. Apparently, another one is coming. I have no idea why is there so many tvs in my house. Mummy bought the 40inch one and they give the 26inch one to us for free. The third tv I have no idea where is it from. I'm going to have a tv in my own room! Yay-ness!

尽情地爱，假装没有受伤过。

#06 love at 8:26 AM

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Saturday, April 25, 2009

The best I can ever have! (:

It felt like I have reach my maximum limits. Is it time for me to decide on my own about what I want? To make my own decisions instead of bothering about how other people think. Doing things the way people like but not me. Can I decide on my own what I really want to do? I feel like I'm anti-social. Life seriously sucks. I don't want just a normal life.

Slack at eileentay's house after school. I couldn't believe something like that happened. If it was me, I can never stand up by myself after what has happened. It was really very brave of her. Life isn't fair at all. Beloved people around us taken away is really unfair.

ENGINE won the Guinness World Record for the Human Wheelbarrow! Damn super cool! I want to join alot of events! I don't want to lead a simple normal life ):

只要能天天看到你就足够了。

#06 love at 1:30 PM

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

It's the first day of school. School suddenly seems so tiring. It's worse then working. I felt so left out. What to do? Lao da also different class from us for most of the subjects. Sian. It doesn't feel the same anymore lor. Was supposed to meet at 9am and nobody was there yet. Had to choose cds. I had a hard time trying to choose one la. I wanted basic nutrition but like nobody chose that. In the end I put law of singapore. The moment huimin stepped into the lecture hall she sai," michel you got law leh!" Sian! That's the first day of school.

#06 love at 2:19 PM

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Monday, April 20, 2009

When you are angry, I'm more afraid. Afraid to talk to you, afraid to face you.

Tmr is the start of year2. A brand new year. Don't know why I have this weird feeling in me. It's hard to describe. I just pray that everything will be alright. Aunt dreamt that second aunt is leaving us on tuesday. Just like how i dreamt of ah ma leaving us. It's really scary coz 2nd aunt just had an operation and had stroke after the operation. The feeling of losing her is really scary. 2nd aunt managed to wake up from her sleep and talk to us for awhile today. But the dream just seemed to haunt everyone. We are just praying that she will be fine. Get well soon.

吃苦就当作吃补

#06 love at 2:45 PM

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Super bad mood today la. Very moody. Simply just threw my phone back into the cupboard. Refuse to talk to anyone for awhile. I'm so weird. What's happening I'm not sure. It seems like it's getting worse. I don't understand anymore. Why? Is it really so hard to be happy? Is it really so hard? Or are we demanding too much from others?

心会痛也是因为太在乎你。

#06 love at 2:16 PM

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

如果我知道会是这样那我宁愿不要见。

我不是耍脾气，更不是什么大小姐。我真的真的很累了。我已经受不了了。走了那么久是不是该休息了呢？每一次见都会这样我真的不想再见了。我是真的累了。好想停下来慢慢的想。因为你根本不在乎。

如果不爱为何吃醋？

#06 love at 2:48 PM

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Thursday, April 02, 2009

This few days really on the verge of crying. Talk to ice and may about parents and stuff. About how mummy always treats me. I know I'm the older one and is supposed to be more mature but still I also have feelings right. It's just simply too unfair. But after hearing them talk about their own problems with their boyfs, somehow it felt like my problems are really really very small. If such small things can make me so tired, how am I going to survive when I grow up? The things that we quarrel over are really minor. I don't even know why we quarrel. I don't wan to grow up anymore. It felt like I can't trust anyone.

Just came home. Sian. Super tired can. Tmr still must go work. Damn boring ah! Got scolded by uncle. Sucker! Seriously can't stand him anymore! Rawr. Kept quiet for so many days den suddenly scold. Bet he already ren very long liao.

I really wan to go class chalet lor. But no choice have to work! Sian leh. If only the chalet isnt at Sentosa. Maybe still can go lor. Coz can save on travel time.

Siling, Jia you! We will always be there for you! Love you as always. Be strong!

#06 love at 2:23 PM

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