bad mood today la!! :(( early in the morning someone jiu bu shuang liao. what a great start. if i can calm down myself i wont even have to tell you to save me le. if you cant do anything why not just dun talk to me. if i can i oso rather not go for exam. is it even wrong to be scare of Os. thats me mah. i'm a coward who is scare of everything and nothing. miracle does not happen for me. i have let everyone down. sadded!! every words of yours hurts. it pierce into me so sharply. it hurts. you are not going to understand and will oso neber understand the hurt i am going through. well it doesnt matter anyway. i beg you not to hurt me anymore. i cant survive with these hurts. i wan you to really understand me. whenever i try to tell you things you gave a wrong reaction. so you will think i everything oso dun wan tell you. how i wish i was a kid again. with that innocent look and everything is fun. my tears threaten to fall though i fight to hold it back. the memories flashes in my mind. my tears started to fall.
many thanks to those who wish me luck for my Os but i have let you down.
weesheng, anshu, sihui, kunyuan, meisiew, vicky, rachel, andrea, shimin, eileen, siling, amanda, yiying, siuyin, selestine and mr khoo!!
oh yeah we gonna have class outing! 2e2'o5! on 2oth nov! ((: sth to be happy about.

Kisses dont lie
Kisses dont
No they dont
Never dont lie
You can run if you want but you cant hide
Tellin you its the truth dont you ask why
Kisses dont No they dont Kisses dont lie
[Verse 1: ]
Emotions come and go
Almost how the wind will blow
There so little in this world to trust in
Seduce themselves with lies
Some dont realize
They call it love but its really only lustin
[Hook:]
So you see you and me
We're gettin close to the danger zone
Show me how tell me now
Should I stay or should i go
Cause I'm caught between yes and no
[Chorus:]
Cause when you kiss me
I feel everything that I been missing
I try to slow down but my heart wont listen
And its tearin me all up inside
And when you touch me
I feel a rush but I'm afraid that it might crush me
Should I put my trust in somethin
I dont trust in
I try to run but theres no place to hide
Cause baby kisses dont lie
Kisses dont
No they dont
Never dont lie
You can run if you want but you cant hide
Tellin you its the truth dont you ask why
Kisses dont
No they dont
Kisses dont lie
[Verse 2:]
You whisper in my ear
But are your words sincere
Cause pretty words can cut just like a knife
You see I'm nobody's fool
I play by my own rules
So please think twice before you step into my life
[Hook:]
So you see you and me
We're gettin close to the danger zone
Show me how tell me now
Should I stay or should i go
Cause I'm caught between yes and no

wait for the guy who will kiss your forehead and says he really love you. wait for the guy who will hold your hand even in front of his friends. wait for the guy who cares about you more than he cares about his pride. wait for the guy who really wants to understand you. wait for the guy who wants to share about his past so you can understand him too. wait for the guy who dares to look into your eyes and say how beautiful they are. wait for the guy who will tell his friend, " that's her..." just wait and see.
my cousin received this msg. i think this is so meaningful lor. =X
i am starting to get nervous bout tmr the chi. so many ppl wish me gd luck but i am afraid that i will let them down. argh. i really am scare. haben even touch those exams paper mr khoo gave. i will really try my best!! jia you everyone! ((:

hahas. i feel so bad today! LOL. the adults are crazy i think. hahas. coz its 1oodays since my ah ma pass away. so we went up to her grave to pray. den we went back to ah ma's hse. and i cant imagine why i kena bully by 3babies! my baby cousins all jump on me sia. so pain. hahas. and the adults suddenly say wan teach us children how to play mahjong. hahas. den i started to play with my sis and another two cousins. LOL. we keep laughing lor. hahas. and they open two tables. one for the children another for those adults who dunno how to play. LOL. i think trhose adults had a better time teaching the children coz we absorb faster. LOL. they keep scolding all those who still dunno how to play after dunno how many hr. hahas. well i think mahjong can be et addicted de. we sat there dunno play how many times lor. and my mother actually let me drink whisky!! hahas. bleah. so bitter. hahas. shall be a good girl from now la.
i just wanna understand you more, but if you dun wan me to talk bout it den so be it bahx. i promise i wan talk bout your past anymore.

hahas. i feel so bad today! LOL. the adults are crazy i think. hahas. coz its 1oodays since my ah ma pass away. so we went up to her grave to pray. den we went back to ah ma's hse. and i cant imagine why i kena bully by 3babies! my baby cousins all jump on me sia. so pain. hahas. and the adults suddenly say wan teach us children how to play mahjong. hahas. den i started to play with my sis and another two cousins. LOL. we keep laughing lor. hahas. and they open two tables. one for the children another for those adults who dunno how to play. LOL. i think trhose adults had a better time teaching the children coz we absorb faster. LOL. they keep scolding all those who still dunno how to play after dunno how many hr. hahas. well i think mahjong can be et addicted de. we sat there dunno play how many times lor. and my mother actually let me drink whisky!! hahas. bleah. so bitter. hahas. shall be a good girl from now la.
i just wanna understand you more, but if you dun wan me to talk bout it den so be it bahx. i promise i wan talk bout your past anymore.

sian. so tiring. hahas. i today plan to do all the ws mr khoo gave us. den go online check ans. hahas. at least i wan to do. LOL. cannot be lazy le. Os is coming and i am scare. i scare i cant rmb what mr khoo said ytd. so many things to rmb. mr khoo: "bring your ic. 7 must reach sch. wait outside general office to have the dict stamp. go canteen. sec4 go where you all follow. put your bags outside the hall. wait quietly outside. dun go in until they call you to go in. but if ppl go in and neber get scolded just follow. get the paper paste the barcode." argh. these is all i can rmb.i think still got alot lor. hahas. i am so nervous! sian. how many days neber see dear le. miss him so much leh. dun think can survive any longer. and my stupid finger hurts!! everytime bu xiao xin knock dao den jiu pain again de.

argh! a stupid insect stung me ytd. and the sting stuck on my finger tip lor. so pain leh. ouch! and my stupid legs hurt too. coz i beri long neber go see doc le. wahaha. wah today so sadded. LOL. kailing neber bring her thermometer den i told her i pass to her after i use. but in the end cher say go back class den take. LOL. cant help her. and mdm zaibon talk to us. sian. one wk three prac. so tiring. hahas. and i haben collect finish the money. i a suppose to pass the money to er hao by today. but it is not my fault. he went to watch movie and i went for hmt. so too bad. hahas. not my fault le!! stupid eileen! she is so toot! hahas. we were released at 1o.1oam. and we went for hmt. mr khoo go through the procedure for mon de Olvl! omg. so fast jiu dao le. i beri scare leh. cant disappoint him. he is so nice!! he gave us each a paper with good luck written on it. and it is attach with a swan!! so nice leh. i lurb him! hahas. and we went to kfc to have lunch. if i continue going with eileen tay, i gonna bcm a fat pig! coz she everyday go eat kfc!! she must eat dao her two piece chicken meal den shuang leh. ytd eat kfc today go eat again! siao de. den we go library. took some pictures. LOL. and although my minnie and donald have broken legs but they are special. so eileen and baby, dun ever laugh and show off both of your minnies! hmph. i am not going to be jealous.














bai ka gang!

eileen lose her wallet today! but she found it back again! woots. am i happy? of coz! hahas. we went kfc to eat den she go toilet. and she go put her wallet in the toilet and neber take. and its all my fault. if we had taken the bus to ws she would have noe that she lose it and we can faster go find. but i told her to walk to ws. so when we reach ws and she wanted to buy sth, she found it gone. so we took bus back to downtown but cant find the wallet. and she cried!! first time saw her cry in front of me. that means it really is beri impt to her bahx. i run all the way to find sia. so tired. LOL. and the clever eileen tot that she saw elton. but when i msg him he wasnt there la. he is beri sad that she lose it. but when i told him she found it he was so happy! hahas. when eileen lose the wallet she oso beri sad. coz that was what elton gave her on her bdae. she lose it 3times le. but everytime still found it back. that aunty so gd lor. found it and sent it to her hse. hahas. zhi yao xiang xin, jiu hui you xi wang [if i believe, there will be hope] that was what i always believe. hahas. i got tuition now but i am still at home. wahaha. dun care la let that 'toilet bowl' scold lor. like i care. hahas. ((: and i am scare of the Olvl chi on monday. i dun wanna hai mr khoo lost his job leh. sian. cannot disappoint him. must try my best!! jia you michel!! ((:

vivo city is so big. i cant even finish the whole of second floor in 4hr. how big is that. i walked till my leg pain liao lor. hahas. actually wan go watch movie de. but so many ppl. den was thinking of going back tamp to watch. so actually wan eat dinner at vivo city. but there are so many ppl even in mac. so pathetic. haahs. so went back to tamp eat. but tamp dun have the movie i wan to watch. so in the end buy HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL to my cousin hse to watch. its sooo nice! it rocks sia. hahas.

haix. sian and tired. today i manage to survive hmt. if this carry on i think i gonna die. so tired lor. i think i do the exam paper do dao siao le. do paper1 from 1 to3. den when i came out of the room i tot it's alrdy 6plus le. wah so crazy lor. den went back to do p2 again. sian sia. gonna fail lor. i am scare of Os. argh! den i went hm with eileen. stupid bus la! suay. SBS 2528A. i will rmb that bus lor. haben even reach the first stop jiu break down. me and eileen were laughing bout the yea mama thing. and suddenly break down. the whole bus is silent except for both of us luh. LOL. thanks to eileen. she made up my day. YEA MAMA! hahas.

confession: i'm sorry darling. i didnt mean to be angry with you de. i am just tired la. and when i joke with you you tot i am serious. and even scold me. but now everything is fine after a cry. it wont happen again i promise. AND i'm sorry. that day i accidentally drop my ring into pepsi. hehe. yuan lai ms teo say de is true. LOL. she said she used coke to clean her coins and make them shiny. when i took out the ring, it really is shiny. hahas. so it doesnt matter right. ((:

sian ahh! i dunno why wake up so early lor. so tired sia. dardar must be taking exam now bahx. good luck everyone! ((: today dun need go sch but there is some kind of emptiness in me. i dunno what's going on. haix. sadded bout everything and nothing. so ridiculous lor. why am i sad? i wanna noe. i hate it. everytime will suddenly sad without knowing what had happen. am i going crazy? i think so luh. whatever. not going to think so much le. i going back to slp to prevent me from anyhow think.
as we go on,
we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change,
come whatever
we will still be,
friends forever.

where had all the gentlemen gone in the world? my class only got 5guys lor. all the others are not. expect we girls wear skirt and run. den still promise wont look. obviously they will look de right. siao. i didnt run or take the hoops. coz some guys dun wan to run and insisted on taking the hoops. [i'm not saying names.] but with those 5guys running our class actuallt still got first. LOL. die la. i promise shu hui they all if i neber retain jiu treat them go eat sakae. hahas. coz i am so sure i will retain lor. sian. i scare leh.

hahas i am back from hmt! lucky i survuve it. LOL. in the morning go s'pore discovery centre tired si le. den still need to come back for hmt. sian. just now do the test almost slp den no time. hahas. but now i am not tired anymore. mayb it is bcoz i see him le. hahas. sian. tmr still got sch. haix. i gonna retain le. sian.

how much does it hurt when you misses someone and yet you cant see him. i wander. i am going thru this kind of pain now. i really miss him. how am i going to survive without seeing him. i dun even feel like going sch sia. haix. grad night is tonight le. wont be seeing the sec4 in sch le.
my aunt is coming back tonight!! woots! isnt it great? she will bring back all those presents. hahas. and my mother neber scold me for my bill. how can that be? LOL. isnt that great GREAT?
Our Love Will Always Last
Edward Chun
As we walk this land
Side by side, hand in hand
I know that some clouds may pass
But if we hold on tight
And love with all our might
Then the thorns in our life will never last
And the roads may sometimes be unpaved
You may think that our love cannot be saved
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…
See the sunrise in the sky
Kiss the sunset as we lie
At night, i’ll never leave your side
But i know someday
I’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray
Oh, darling, wish that i could heal your pain…
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…
And if we hold on tight, stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last
this is a nice nice song!! i will neber let go of my baby. i believe if we hold on tight nth can ever separate us! i will wait for you dear. i will hold on beri tight. i LOVE you.
there are more things a KISS can do.

thanks for hugging me so tight and long ytd night. i'm sorry i broke the promise and cried. i cant help it. i am so sad. i miss you so. i am afraid to lose you. but i am glad that you say you will hold me tight like you do ytd. i love you.
woots!! finally finish exams le! hahas. den can slp le. lack of slp lor. every morning wake up study. hahas. sian today my parents take leave sia. so sian. haix. ohh and my aunt sent me a sms fron hong kong! hahas. she said that i finally finish exms le and if i wanna go out just tell her. hahas. so fun. i miss her so much!!
i will neber let go of you ever!! ((:

sian my aunt go hong kong le. leave me in singapore. i oso wan go lor. hahas. sian ah! yay left one more day and exams is over. but Olvl chi is coming soon. die leh. today fnn leave alot blank. i slping den mr tay keep disturbing. he say i slp till got saliva lor. eeyer where got??! hahas. he is so rude. snatch my paper to see. and chem i dunno how to do! they say beri easy leh. die le lor. haix sian. last mth de bill explode. this time my mother sure confiscate le lor. dunno why so sad lor. sian. argh!! i hope you really will hold on tight. i dun wanna lose you! i miss you so.

hahas. WANG SHIMIN IS CRAZY! LOL. sian. today gotta go to my parents de friend hse. i need to study sia! i cant fail my f&n. and the haze is making me sick. i am coughing and the haze is making me cant breathe properly. i gonna mug hard for the last two days of exam. jia you. i believe i can do it de. i wan slp le leh!! so tired. hahas. i miss my dear so much! hahas. xiang si le.

woots. i finally had my first lunch this week. LOL. eileen torture me lor. meber let me have my lunch for the whole week. only today den let me eat. coz her mother at hm got cook. but i dun have!! hahas. bully!! GUI JI BODOH!! wahaha. bai chi jiao is so so much better than that. eew. thats disgusting. gui ji!! LOL. i just came back after walking at ws. hahas. there are so many cute bears everywhere. soo cute!! hahas. but eileen think not cute leh. bodoh!! hahas. she is toOpid!! woots!! hahas. i am crazy. i must start studying for F&n now. ms lee has a high expectation of me. LOL. cannot disappoint her. hahas. today dar dar gave me a strawberry swt. LOL. first time ate so nice de strawberry swt. coz i hate strawberry. LOL. sian leh. i wan slp!! hahas. today is XIAOYUN & CHAI SHIA DE BDAE! HAPPY BDAE BABES!! (: 061OO6 WOOTS. TODAY IS 06OCT!!

oh no i am dead!! can go and die le la. haix amaths and hmt both of difficult sia. almost cant finish hmt. left 1omin for the summary. do you think i can pass with a 1omin work? i miss my baby alot alot!! argh! like ten years neber see him liddat sia. sian. later still got tuition. wahaha. tmr dun need so early go sch. COZ I DUN HAVE BIO!! hahas. good luck everyone. mug hard together. left 3 more days. and everything will end! (:
DELICATED TO MINNIE!!
hey i am not your mattie. i'm a girl. LOL. although i might not noe you, but i wanna tell you to give up on that guy. you noe you and him can neber be together so why not just try forgetting him? it might do both of you good i guess. i understand how you feel and i noe it isnt so easy to forget someone you love so much. just try your best bahx. i am sure you can do it! you deserve a better guy than him bahx. he does not deserve your love for you. jia you! (:

wah die la. maths beri hard leh. sian. i getting stupid le. why everybody say easy?? my maths used to be a1 de. now bcm f9 liao. sian. i have learn to let go maths le. tmr amaths sia!! can go die. mr koh bluff ppl de. give the tips only some cm out. i go memorise so many. sian. eileen is going crazier and crazier everyday. buhbye!! hahas. she say bye to a packet of cracker?!! hahas. crazy dumdum. LOL. and who the hell is minnie? sian my com spoil den cant open my blog. i wan see the tagboard sia. minnie??! LOL. heard that eileen kena scolded there. hahas. so funny. i gonna roll on the floor laughing if i really see the tags. LOL. i miss my baby. so sian. like very long neber see him le leh. argh!

shit la. i sprain my ankle. and whose fault is it. EILEEN TAY!! beri pain leh. idiot. was rushing down the stairs bcoz SHE say she late le. den in the end still go old chang kee. idiot hippo. (: haix sian. i fail my eng le la. so hard. i open that paper jiu dun feel like doing le la. wa piang. die le la. retain leh. argh! and ms yap like noe me le la. she keep standing behind me. and she even look at my nametag sia. den she and mr khoo talk den look at my direction. that means she noe le! i gonna shiong my geo now! i dun wan study maths le la. hopeless.