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Friday, August 10, 2007

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty of our wins or of all you've given me.
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that
& You will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.
if there is something i can do to make you talk to me like before i will do it. i miss you so much. where are you? when will you come back? have i lost you or what? tell me please. all these are too much for me to take. long to see your smile. long to feel your hug. i miss you so darling!
my name! but it seriously isnt true.
M: Makes dating fun
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
C: weird
H: Easy to fall in love with
E: Freaking beautiful
L: best smile
happy birthday khai! (:
ps/ i will change for the better!


#06 love at 11:52 PM

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

it's my fault? why cant i have a choice? i didnt wan to go to the funeral too.
i dun! why cant ppl understand my explanation and i have to understand theirs?
why am i always blame for things that happened on me? i didnt wan all these.
i didnt! cant you guys understand? nobody understands.


#06 love at 2:34 PM

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i'm pissed and angry! ;( idiotic asshole! if i have a choice i wont ever talk to him ever again. but this confirm wont happen de. coz if he call me and i dun rply he's going to go crazy again. crazy idiot. if he can push my mum who is his senior he definitely can do much worse things den that. ya he's my cousin. and i'm ashamed!
sian today cca comendation. i was the 233rd prize winner. how my butt hurts. and i'm neber ever going close to kailing anymore. i dunno what crazy things will happen again. so shoo! i'm tired. and sian!


#06 love at 1:21 PM

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

i’m so happy bcoz kailing love that shirt. she will prove everyone wrong right? haahs. i spent a long time writing that card hor! so you better like it and be touched. LOL.
thanks for leekeat and valerie’s present. thanks baby’s sis for the tofu! i love it. it’s so cuddly. hahas. i miss my darling baby. good luck for your presentation tmr. you can do it! have faith and confidence! this is how long I can use the com coz my sis is in the toilet. the spoilt child refuses to let me use the com even though i have to hand in my fnn proj by 8aug! and i’m angry.


#06 love at 1:55 PM

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Monday, August 06, 2007

alumini!

clarinet section
was msging my darling!
receiving my cert!



i'm ashamed bcoz i haben draw mine!



i finally upload all the pics. anyway i'm feeling sick now. headache and vomitting definitely dun go together but everytime i have headache, i will vomit. i'm sorry dar dar. i couldnt meet you and it wasnt your fault. please dun say yourself coz it hurts me more. i have decided to cling onto you no matter what coz i noe nobody will love me as much as you do. i'm sorry.
kailing tag me and i'm supposed to do it! =/
*Please read the rules carefully.. Each player starts off the game with giving 6 weird things about yourselves. People who get tag must write in their own blog of their own weird things as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end, you choose 6 persons to be tag and list their names down.
One: i am indecisive. so dun ever ask me to decide where to eat or where to go. coz i'll get agitate Two: i do curse and swear even when there are ppl around me.
Three: i get paranoid at night especially when i'm alone at hm.
Four: i love mango and i can finish the whole mango myself! ( if this is consider weird)
Five: i wake up almost every night nowadays and i dunno whats the reason.
Six: i i walk real slow. even when i'm late!
Six person I have chosen: nobody! :)
happy birthday yiling!



#06 love at 6:50 AM

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Sunday, August 05, 2007

ytd wasnt a good day! seven periods of sci isnt helping. it makes ppl goes into slp! but we were lucky to have bo kai to entertain us. omg i cant believe he is really damn lame. after seven periods of sci cont with two mock exams! such a bad day right? i miss my boyfriend so much! take care =D
happy birthday kailing! you will be loved not like me ya?


#06 love at 3:22 AM

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Friday, August 03, 2007

it's so unfair!! i wanna complain. why she treat him better den her friends? why must i pay for it? why shld i? it's so unfair. her graduation present is so so much bigger den all of us. still say our section practise fairness. hah! like real. anyway i'm not going to pay. say i'm jealous if you wan but i just cant stand the way they do things. buy things oso dun need inform us how much de. hmph. and i'm so sad. coz i dun matter so much to them afterall.
but it doesnt matter. and my aunt bought a durian cake for me! it's my chinese birthday today! i knew it she wont be so bad to me de. that day was bcoz she bad mood den neber celeb my bdae de. thank you aunty! i love her! i'm closer to her den i'm with my mother.
i miss my darling!
ps/ i pray that she will be fine. i dun wan her to be sick!


#06 love at 1:17 PM

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

okie the pictures came out afterall.
i didnt choose to have this face when i'm born.
do i have a choice?
i want to have a choice too, it's so unfair.


#06 love at 2:27 PM

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wth! blogger really suck!
i upload the pictures and they didnt came out. what came out was just some weird words!
idiotic. =/ pissed!


#06 love at 2:02 PM

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DO YOU KNOW? ENRIQUE.
Do you know? And Do you know? Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
How can I love you? How can I love you? How can I love you? How can I love you?
If you just don’t talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this. (Do you know?)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never ever happened to me. (Do you know?)
But after this episode I don’t see
You could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know?) (Do you know?) (Do you know?) (Do you know?)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?) (Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?) (Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
i'm such a bastard. but why cant i talk bout myself when you can?
ps/ it's bcoz of you chocolate! i hate you!
sometimes dumb ppl really have no brains to think when they talk =/
afterall it's about pride.


#06 love at 1:31 PM

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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

it doesnt seems like my bdae today. no cake no photos. if my aunt is around there will sure be cake and pictures. but she is not at home. she's very fan and she only told me. i'm not supposed to tell anyone in the family. i feel so miserable. i'm worried bout her. haix. i'm really worried bout her. i hope all her sickness will go away. bcoz she deserves better than that. just like what eileen said, today is my sad, sour 16 birthday. =/ sad right? but it's okie. i wasnt really waiting for anything good. i have baby can le. all i need is him by my side and i'll be fine. it seems like alot ppl forget bout my bdae. nvm it's okie. anyway thanks to my cousin!, su, khai, wendy, kailing, shuhui, xue er and elaine for their presents!! at least they rmb! :)) and my beloved eileen! she msg me at 12plus to wish me! hahas. i've got good friends around me and i will definitely treasure them all. and my cousin is so daring! she bought the hillsongs disk for me. i think if my mother sees she is gonna scream like mad! LOL. and she bought the bookmark. it's all bout God. and she wrote card for me! it's so long and i'm so touched! today dinner was like shit! coz i have to eat maggi mee on my bdae! haix. pathetic. and i'm so pissed with my dad. what's his prob la. i didnt say i want to go swensens so dun put words into my mouth. and dun hurt me le den treat me good. it doesnt work this way. so just leave me alone. i seriously miss my dar dar alot! :)


#06 love at 2:37 PM

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