i know i should not have been so busybody. all these would not have happened if i had not poke my nose into them. i just wanted to help but all i got is stupid attitudes. stop running away! dun be like me. keep running away from problems. sit down and solve them. but since you all so bu shuang den i shall nt help. settle the problems yourself if you are so great. i know my attitude today suck. and i didnt have the mood to do my maths paper bcoz of what she said. mayb i'm wrong. everything she do is for your own good. why cant you jjust forget bout it? liddat friends also cannot be very fun meh? i think i have changed. i no longer want to run away form my problems. mayb eileen is right. i have changed alot. mayb.

ps/ i'm sorry everyone! my attitude seriously suck.

guess what. i went to her blog and i saw all those scoldings. i think i have made another wrong choice again. all i tot was that he can control the scetion. but i didnt consider their feelings. i am so going to have a talk with both of them. i'm sorry for choosing the wrong person. i shld have listen to wanting KING. now i understand how she felt when she said she oso chose the wrong person. and that person is the same person that both of us chose wrongly. grr! i'm angry. dun you dare bully my beloved juniors!

it's been so long since i blog. coz my com went for repair and now it's back! hahas. i dunno why these few days keep thinking bout all the wonderful teachers i used to have. and i really really dunno why i will miss andy boh! rawr! my sis kept talking bout all his lame jokes and i was like, "ya i rmb." his lame jokes used to cheer me up and now i'm stuck in some stupid tuition that totally suck. so i really miss him. and not forgetting mr khoo! coz i really miss him.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DARLING!

this will be the best day of my life.

lei le jiu fang shou ba. wo bu jie yi. wo bu neng zai na me de zi si le. zhi dao ni yi jing lei le, zai ye bu neng gou qian zhe ni bu fang le. wo mei you ku zhen de mei you ku. wo mei ku bu dai bian wo hen kai xin. wo mei xiao shi ying wei bu zhi dao zhen me xiao le. ming ming zhi dao bu neng gou yong yuan qian zhe ni wo que hai shi na me ai zhe ni. bu ku bu ku, wo mei ku. mei shi le. yi qie dou mei shi le. da ku yi chang hou ying gai jiu mei shi le ba. wo de xin yi jing si le.

P.S i wish that you can send me home one last time.

CONFESSION: i have a confession to make. i lied to myself. i tot i could get over it but i couldnt. it's ridiculous bcoz it's in the past. but which girl wont get jealous over it when they hear bout it? and i truly am real bloody jealous. i'm sorry! you might get angry over it bcoz i'm being ridiculous. and i'm sorry for being unreasonable. i really hope everything will be fine. i'm off for tuition =((

HAPPY 11TH DAY!

11 more days. <3

I miss my cousin so much. I guess what she said was right. If the weekends neber see each other wont miss her. If wkdays neber see each other we will miss each other so much. It’s been so long since I last see her. I feel so like a burden to them. Coz of me, my parents have to pay so much for my tuition. Coz of me my aunt and cousin quarreled with my mother and she cried. I noe I’m a burden coz my mum oso say I stupid that’s why I need to go for tuition. Finally I noe where I stand in her heart. I’m just a stupid kid. Anything bahx I dun mind. Coz I noe I am. So many things have happened and I’m at lost. Really feel like I’m going to break down soon if all these continue to carry on. my aunt even sent me a four pages msg. and I read till I cried. I didn’t mean to let her be heartbroken de. I noe they are scare that I will do sth stupid. I hope I wont too. Coz I really dunno what will happen as the days go by. I noe I’m a emo kid. Whatever. Say what you like.
I really dun have the courage to listen to what you have to say to me. Since you alrdy said that I will be bloody jealous so I really dun feel like knowing. But I wan to noe it. I’m struggling. I’m sorry I hurt you once and again. I’m sorry I broke all my promises. I really hope nth goes wrong. Coz there’s still 15 more days to go. I have got so many things to write but suddenly nth came into my mind. i love you.