It's just me

Sunday, May 31, 2009

everyone rocks except me :(

Watched camp rock today and HSM yesterday. Made me felt like going back to the times when we were rehearsing for FDM 3rd year aniversary dance. Miss those times :( Those times when projects weren't killing us. I'm drowning in tests, exams and projects. Seriously I agree with cs! Rebus isnt anything. Last time we thought that rebus was killing us. But now that we have irdd, we will finally understand what is the meaning of killing us. I should really stop looking back. Time to go back to study after watching tv for two hours!

Totally love joe jonas!

#06 love at 9:58 PM

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I just had my lunch.

Couldn't concentrate on studying. Someone please help me :( I feel so tired and restless. Manage to study chapter 1 of irdd. But there is still chapter 2! I think I should stop whining and concentrate!

#06 love at 5:23 PM

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Saturday, May 30, 2009

Love jessica :)

Today manage to see ah gong's funeral de video. Can't help it but feel sad. Saw his coffin. Saw the bottle that contain his ashes. The photographer never do his job la. He didnt video the part when ah gong was burnt. Sian. Video all those pretty girls only. Suck.

Can I have a wish?

I wish that term tests and projects will go away.

#06 love at 11:36 PM

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Friday, May 29, 2009

N802!

siap, kiam, hiam!

hiam!

PAPARAZZI!

The whole class wore red today except for a few. Just for one irdd lecture we changed 3 lecture halls. Raymond went through supposedly the tips but I can’t see that it helps. After that he went through the project. Shocked was the only word to describe my feeling. Do so many things within the two weeks break. Can we manage to finish? It wasn’t a holiday at all. :(

Went to hand in the money for the up service thing. Headed to printing shop to print our last few floor plan. And we forget to find the site plan. Stressed out totally. So we stood outside printing shop doing before deciding to go to free access lab. Jess and me chiong like crazy after gladys left for her law presentation. We went to bind and was so happy that we can hand in alrdy. So we were on the way to teacher’s office before we realise that we forget to print some stuffs. So had to walk to business to get it from gladys. Walked back to printing shop to print and bind again. And finally can hand in alrdy! There is still space planning and irdd project left. :(

I need to start studying for term test alrdy. Jia you everyone. Don't be too stress out.

#06 love at 11:58 PM

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

gladys say I dumb. that face so sad right!

Yesterday I slept very early. Slept at 11.30 that’s the earliest I have slept since second year start. :( So tiring and stress. Today paparazzi spilt. As in grouping for projects. Sometimes we have to sacrifice ourselves. We are nice people. It’s good to change groupings also la. Get to know more about other people. I’m with winnie! Haha. I'm glad that we almost finish flsm project. Crap all the way in library with glad and jess. We're happy people. :)))

#06 love at 11:48 PM

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

stressed!

I actually survived today. I’m surprised. I slept at 230 and woke up at 630 today. Only 4 hours of sleep. Surprised that I really managed to survive today. Apel was really crazy today. Had 2 hours of lesson. He seriously suck lor. Eat into our lunch time. Totally no time to eat lunch can. I still must tell him that I’ve got presentation den can go. Luckily law presentation starts at 320 so I didn’t need to go so early. Tmr must chiong flsm alrdy. Kiam kiam, siap siap and hiam hiam will manage to finish flsm by tmr! :) They cheer me up. We were crazily taking pictures outside clubroom. And jessica took my laptop adapter! :(

Thanks dee for the mac that you da bao back for us!

No time to study for term test alrdy. Irdd has two topics but there is like freaking 100 plus slides. How to study. I told you he suck.

#06 love at 10:26 PM

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I seriously almost burst just now. I think I cannot stand being so tired and stress everyday anymore. There is like test for space planning tmr at 8 and I'm still awake rushing projects. There is presentation for law and apel. Seriously I need someone to kill me.

#06 love at 1:51 AM

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Monday, May 25, 2009

Jess love me!

我的心跳好快哦！

Haha! :) I just realise this joke is not my cousin say de la. Is eileentay who told me about it! Haha. Hilarious sia. Kept laughing about it. Gladys very sad la. At 6, raymond still want her to present. Don't sad okay! I paid like 4plus for all the transparencies and I don't need to present. But also relieve la. Although I alrdy plan what to say but I think I sure nervous until don't know how to answer him. There is no security tutorial tmr so lessons start at 2, but that doesnt mean we can sleep more :( Coz we will be doing flsm project.

#06 love at 11:05 PM

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

evidence of gladys sleeping while we chiong flsm project.

I'M HUNGRY. AND SO IS JESSICA!

gladys cannot feel the hunger coz she is busy sleeping now.

#06 love at 1:24 PM

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Amanda

Eileen

Si ling

I miss fav girls. I miss eating with them, going out with them, studying together. I can never look back, because I will want to go back to those days. I looked at how I used to type and I really feel so digusted leh. Like so super ugly can. Don't even know why I typed like that last time. Haha. Secondary school days were definitely better than now. With lesser stress and more laughters. Why do people stop smiling at one another?

Doing flsm project in school tmr with gladys and jess. We have not even started. And there is irdd. Next week sure will reach me de. Cannot escape from the presentation anymore. :(

#06 love at 1:05 AM

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Friday, May 22, 2009

NICE LEH! :)

Next time I wan my car to have that! Like so super nice! Star star leh. :) :) :) :) Went bugis with eileentay to shop for yihao's present. She bought the shirt like super expensive but cannot compare with the $200 bag that he bought for her. Haha. That girl seriously have problem. Way too crazy trying to avoid people. In the end never take pictures.

School days are going faster den I thought. One moment we are rushing out irdd's presentation on monday, and the next moment it's friday alrdy. Why must go so fast? I felt like I haven't been doing anything at all. Security quiz can die alrdy. I only know how to do one question.

Praveena sent warning letter bcoz I never wear shoes! Super bias la. Chai shia say she never wear for twice she also never do anything. Just bcoz her class tell praveena that they love her. :( Bias shit. Teachers are all like that. I dread growing up now. Next time when we go out to work there will also be people like them de. How do I survive?

Happy 35 months dee. One month more to go to 3 years.

希望回到相遇的那一天。

#06 love at 11:39 PM

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Thursday, May 21, 2009

2 crazy women!

thought of jess :)

I've had enough of this crap seriously.

#06 love at 11:59 PM

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Prata day! :)

Will there be a guy who will hold your highheels for you and let you wear his slippers while he walks barefooted?

Cui-est day of the day. :( No space planning assignment today coz mdm boey is late for lesson. No apel today. I'm so lucky. Coz I never bring space planning and apel book! There is law project meeting tmr, security quiz and aircon quiz on friday. I'm not prepared for any. Jiayou Michel!

#06 love at 11:18 PM

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

He cried knowing he'll be gone forever. Knowing that his real sons are all in Singapore and he will never get to see them again. Knowing that he can never come back here again. Are all those laughters at the funeral fake ones or what? Do they even care?

I simply have no mood to do anything after I heard of the stories there.

#06 love at 11:50 PM

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Monday, May 18, 2009

Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be.

Aunt and family are coming back must probably tmr. Just one more day of packed food and everything will be normal again. Irdd seriously sucks. I think I will manage to pull through. I just hope everything will come to an end. Stop giving homework, quiz and projects. I can't stop people from talking, but I can stop myself from thinking. So be it.

I won't forget you even if you are so far away. Maybe they will fetch you home one day.

Take care ah gong.

#06 love at 1:10 AM

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Saturday, May 16, 2009

From now on, tshirts and shorts will do.

Raymond gave us something to do for apel. Mine was to give up a seat to someone in need in public transport. I was thinking bus how to give up seat. Den I also seldom take the train. Today I went to tampines1 foodcourt, just nice when I finish my dinner got one uncle bought his food, but found a table without the chair. So I gave up my chair! :) :) :) Happy michel.

Love is love's reward.

#06 love at 10:27 PM

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Friday, May 15, 2009

Had totally fun and madness at eileentay's house! Videoing ourselves and playing with the webcam. She's a noob! Haha. She deleted all of our photos! :( Damn sad leh. The videos are totally unglam. I'm watching it for don't know how many times. And I still can't help but laugh until I cry! Hantu. HAHAHAHA! Eileentay, we should do more of this! But we didnt manage to study ah! :) Love her!

02people! I know you all probably won't be able to see this! But enjoy the camp! Must miss michel okay! :) :) Eat my share of food too! Don't let my money go to waste. And Gladys will be looking at the stars while lying on the floor tonight! Like really la. I want to do that too! :( Miss you people! Have fun ya!

#06 love at 11:04 PM

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Happy Birthday Robin! Winnie lighted the candle for 18 times and Robin blew it for 18 times! :)
Thank you Jess for lending me the laptop battery! It's good to have someone who has the same laptop as me.

EILEENTAY IS NOOB! She never plug in the webcam still wan use. She said she shouted very loud trying to let me hear her when her webcam cannot even work! And when I finally offline den she call to say she know how to use alrdy! NOOOOOB! Meeting her tmr probably to buy havaianas. Should I buy or should I not buy? I don't know leh! How? :(

早知如此何必开始我还是原来的我

#06 love at 10:49 PM

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

that's my dinner :(

That's the problem when aunt isn't at hm. I miss them. Dinner always turn out to be a disaster. That was supposed to be fried rice. Sis insisted that she wants to put in 5eggs. And it turn out sticky like glue. Mummy still got put seaweed. :( So ended up we ordered pizza.

School still suck. Why do I feel more like a design student as the days go by? I hate drawings. Today finally get to eat lunch with friends but it ended up being a quick lunch only. Coz raymond wong suck. Camp sounded so fun leh. Heard them discussing. Help them pray that hopefully it won't rain that day! :) Waited by myself for cds to start and Dr Ravi came to talk to me. It's so wonderful to have him as a teacher. He said he loves our class the most especially the guys are so special. I don't know what he meant though. His last sentence to me before he left was, "Miss Ang, keep smiling!" :)) I wasted my time, my energy, my strength, my money. I've waste enough. Today was the only day that I can really slow down and rest. But I think it became worse. Have not been having enough sleep these few days. There's no space planning tmr. I hope I won't be the only one going for lecture.

既然那么痛苦又何必呢？

#06 love at 10:42 PM

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

crazy jess.

:( :( :( :( :(

Michel is seriously the dumb-est person on earth. I made such a careless mistake. It's okay. But i dragged Huimin down with me! :( Feel so guilty today! How how? Sorry Huimin. I feel so bad.

I just realise after like so long only aircon is finally done. Have to redo irdd. Saddest thing in the world. Coz ppl kept laughing at my ferris wheel and how my coconut trees grow. I've law project tmr. There is security quiz coming up. And I totally have no idea what is it about. There is flsm project which we haven't even started! :( Michel is tired and stressed.

#06 love at 11:21 PM

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Monday, May 11, 2009

Wore the same colour as jess today. Yellow shirt white shorts. Yellow bottles with pooh. Everything same.

Everyone was so tense in irdd today. I'm stressed like fuck. Cannot explain the feeling in me. There is irdd homework today, aircon teaching notes on tue, and law proj on wed. Cousin and family is flying off to China tmr. Won't be back until next monday. Stressed. I will face all of these myself.

#06 love at 10:33 PM

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Ah gong passed away this morning. Cousin's family is flying over to China tmr. Although he isn't my real ah gong but still he took care of me when I was young. To think that I couldn't even get to see him. To think that when he went back to China they never even help him make his passport. To think that when he was really ill and wished to cm back to Singapore he couldn't even cm back because he doesn't even have a passport.

RIP ah gong.

#06 love at 10:05 AM

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

To love is to find pleasure in the happiness of the person you love.

#06 love at 10:49 AM

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Friday, May 08, 2009

Mine is the biggest star!

Did that for space planning today. Jess did something stupid today again. She tried boxing her reflection. And she thought that there wasn't anyone in the next classroom. I bet everyone saw that lor. She's the silliest person I've ever met. IRDD and aircon is killing me :(

Meeting up with eileentay tmr! She found my umbrella!

One day I'll sit on the rooftop and look at the stars. ★

#06 love at 1:56 PM

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Thursday, May 07, 2009

Seriously, wednesday is the most tiring day of the week. There are more projects coming in la. I'm too tired to do anything. Freaking law teacher sucks la. No sticker still must go down take den can continue lesson. Lesson ended after half an hour. Did space planning at concourse with yuwei they all. After they went for cds, went library with dating partner. To her 3 X 3= 12! LOL. Finally took pictures with classmates after so long. :)

累到不知道说什么好。

Happy birthday Yu shimin!

#06 love at 2:29 PM

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