I felt like a loser who doesnt know how to fight for her own rights.

I felt like I have wasted my life.

I simply just hate school now.

I have no idea why I have become like that. I don't like my life. Totally did nothing today except for slping and staring at the computer screen. That's crap. I really thought it will be different in year 2. I really thought/hope it will be. But it's the same nothing has change. And it will never change.

我好想把我的爱全部交托给你, 一生一世都不分离

你让我变得好孤寂, 你让我痛得没力气