It felt like I have reach my maximum limits. Is it time for me to decide on my own about what I want? To make my own decisions instead of bothering about how other people think. Doing things the way people like but not me. Can I decide on my own what I really want to do? I feel like I'm anti-social. Life seriously sucks. I don't want just a normal life.
Slack at eileentay's house after school. I couldn't believe something like that happened. If it was me, I can never stand up by myself after what has happened. It was really very brave of her. Life isn't fair at all. Beloved people around us taken away is really unfair.
