It's just me

Saturday, June 28, 2008

yes i'm angry but what can i do? there is nothing i can do right. blame myself for being stupid to believe what people say. people ask me to do it on time i will do it. even if there is really no time no matter what i will at least just do it. i dun like when something is said yet it cant be fulfilled. dun say it if you noe you wont do it. dun say it if it cant be done. dun say it. i knew today nothing will be completed. i knew it. i cant do anything about it. seriously whats the point of saying it when you know you cant do it. everything changes. i guess nobody can understand why i'm getting angry over such a thing. but i just get angry over it. why everytime this kind of things happen. it's like getting cheated.

i kept thinking everything is changing for the better.

#06 love at 2:38 PM

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

who say there isnt any bus11? hahas. there is such a bus! and it goes to kallang leisure park! ytd went kallang with baby to celeb our 2nd anniversary! on the train i realise dar de face quite warm. and when we reach kallang he say he not feeling well so i said go hm rest lor. but thatboy keep insisting on going so we went. when we reach kallang leisure parkhe was very warm. so we went 7eleven to buy cool fever to stick on his head. after resting for awhile we went in again. and Recoil's berms and polo tees are nice! bought one berms for dar. after that we walked one round den dar cannot take it le so we went hm. he slept on my shoulders throughout our bus ride hm! poor baby had to have fever on such an impt day! but dar, we can go Cosy Bay another day de! the saddest thing is we didnt have a chance to take any pictures! rawr! today didnt go sch coz wasnt feeling very well. i'm aching everywhere!

baby, take care of yourself!

#06 love at 1:36 PM

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

it's been so long since i last blog! rawr! i'm tired! today morning went stadium with darling, his sis, and her bf. LOL. went there for treasure hunt. we went to simei, pasir ris and tamp to look for all the things! we even went to tp! hahas. tp is so quiet on a Saturday! walked alot la! coz we went to wrong places! rawr damn tiring. and my ezlink no money! LOL. had to take trainor bus only. no taxis allow! but we lost in the end bcoz of TajMahal and the product quote! whatever! the secret code turn out to be sth me and dar dunno. liddat not fair la! how to guess! anyway there's still 40min to our 2nd Year Anniversary! i love you my boy! :D

#06 love at 2:20 PM

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Monday, June 16, 2008

i saw him agian!!

DARLING IS FINALLY BACK! WOHOHO! I'M A HAPPY GIRL! met up with him when he reached hm! he bought so many things! and the tees are nice!! hahas! thanks baby! i miss him so so much!

there's a bbq on wed! (3e4/4e4) who's going?

#06 love at 2:48 PM

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

when robin pass the packet of pad and condom to ice she was damn angry la! go taiwan buy this kind of things give her. hahas. it turn out that the pad is actually marshmallow and the condom is chocolate! LOL. and it's nice la! i missed darling calls again. three times i missed it! rawr. damn sad lor. den went toa payoh to celeb papa's day! went with my family, aunt's family and ah ma! hahas. den bus-ed hm! was a long way la. i miss my boy! he's coming hm in 11hours! woots. happy!

#06 love at 3:14 PM

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love them!

beng!

eileen begging yihao!

all of us were studying!

they were playing scissors paper stone instead of studying!

unglam yihao

unglam eileentay!

eileen send me all those photos taken ytd alrdy! rawr. ytd went lib with amanda, eileen and yihao. amanda was busy studying and three of us were damn noisy. esp those two. keep arguing! LOL. crazy ppl! but i miss my girls so much! glad to see them ytd. siling couldnt make it coz she had to bring her ah ma go hosp. shall meet up with fav girls soon! and poor amanda just put braces so it's very hard to chew on food.we were so bad to go kfc! coz she cannot bite. in the end she didnt finish her food! i'm so scare leh! dun dare go put braces alrdy! den at night i went E!Hub with aunt and cousin. saw so many ppl! when i'm on the bus going there i saw peishi. den when i reach i saw gladys and ynez!! hahas. they say i dun look shocked when i saw them but i was la! and i saw eileen dearest!! hahas. we really got fate la. so walked with her at ntuc. hahas. den going home i board the same bus as christina. hahas. darling didnt call ytd. so sad! he's coming hm tmr!! hohoho. i'm a happy girl!
imy, dar!

#06 love at 2:08 AM

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Friday, June 13, 2008

my baby called again!! i'm so super happy can! :DD cant hide the smile on my face! hahas. ice was like why you so happy! LOL. actually dar called twice before that but i left my phone in the cupboard and the music was very loud so i didnt hear my phone ring. den when i saw it i was like damn sad la. coz i missed two calls from dar! i kept holding on to my phone and he finally call!! woots! the moment it rang i picked it up! miss him so much!! rawr! and meow didnt turn up today! my uncles were like super duper angry. uncle was supposed to off yet she didnt turn up. and he came back to work at 6plus. he bought chicken rice for me and ice! we were like hungry pigs la. that was my breakfast/lunch/dinner! coz we not enough ppl so cannot go out buy food! rawr! sadded. thats why i had to work until ten. first time i worked such long hours. ice damn funny la! she said the thing we use to eat chicken chop is sword! i laughed until i cry la! funny!!! but cannot blame her la coz her english not very good. hahas! tmr going lib find amanda and eileen. my dearests! and eileen dun wan sit with us bcoz of yihao! so damn sad!

:( but i understand!

your call made my day!

#06 love at 1:53 PM

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

i just realise today is our day! 110608. boring day! coz darling is not back! boohoo! someone msg me please! suddenly felt like nobody to msg. dearest baby called me from Bangkok just now! i'm a happy girl. made me smile throughout the day! i love him! and dar's mummy bought a presentation shirt for me! thats what dar said. den i dun need to buy alrdy! hohoho! today someone say meow and me are sisters. like real. she's so pretty la! anyway she's my cousin's gf! also helping out at my uncle's shop bcoz really nobody can help. my uncle still cant find any china person to hire. we were talking about almost everything! LOL. so weird. didnt noe could get along with her so well. i realise all guys are the same. whenever they are wrong they will fight until they are right. rawr! but no matter how much we complain we still love our guys so much! YES I MISS MY BOY SO MUCH! PLEASE COME BACK QUICKLY! tmr have to go earlier to open the door. the keys are with me so cannot go late.

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

#06 love at 1:30 PM

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Vivo!

i'm all wet thanks to anqi!

germ changing her shorts

Darren, Robin, KarHong, Alvin.

Sentosa!

Birthday Boys!

sexy quek!

Sunday- Sentosa outing with N802!!
although not many ppl turn up but still we had fun. we met at 8plus in the morning but ended up in Sentosa at 12plus. thanks terence for your bread and sandwiches! he made sandwiches for us! so good right! hahas! i bought the tidbits 9 dollars plus la! rawr expensive la! that day i only ate the black pepper chicken bread that terence's mum bought and the sandwich that he made. damn hungry la. only till night den i ate bk for dinner! i went off at around 3plus 4 to find darling at vivo. anqi sent me out coz i didint noe how to walk out! LOL. sorry darling! anyway had fun that day. and i got sunburnt when there isnt any sun! damn! so tiring! our team won the captain ball game! and the tink tink game was fun! but i was noob at that. i was always the first one to get kick out of it!

michel loves her boyf alot. [quoted from yuwei] i dunno why she said that but i do love him!! :D

boy i miss you so much! take care of yourself when you are there! it's raining outside!i hope it isnt raining at Bangkok den dar wont catch cold. i love you! i miss you the moment you are gone! just now went budget terminal with darling, his mummy, his cousin and her mum. LOL. his cousin's mummy keep forcing me to eat! rawr! his cousin is pretty! baby i love the way you always try to change the lyrics of a song to make me laugh. no matter what you always manage to make me laugh with all those stupid songs! i miss you so!

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

#06 love at 1:56 PM

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Saturday, June 07, 2008

term tests are finally over. i hope i did fine bcoz i dun wan to take it all over again. it's crap. facom is definitely for guys la. repairing aircons, lifts and toilet? rawr. these jobs shld be done by guys! i pray hard i will get over it. i promise to study hard. i'm a failure in wrapping ba zhang. it was a disaster. HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!

i always felt lost somewhere along this road.

is it me who is thinking too much or is you who is not thinking?

what has gone wrong i'm not sure.

because one moment i was so happy the next moment it'll be all gone.

#06 love at 2:05 PM

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Monday, June 02, 2008

my crazy baby did that. :)

went changi village for dinner with dar and his family! chicken rice is nice!! den after that went to white sands to walk walk. helped my sis buy her bangles. the shoe that dar's sis bought is nice! but den so expensive! i need more bottoms. everyday wear same damn boring! rawr! i miss my boy so much!

term test starts from tmr! good luck everyone! i'm looking forward to the holidays!

and i miss my fav girls!

#06 love at 1:14 PM

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