OUR STORY.
he promise neber to leave me alone even in the rain. it's on o7o6o6. although i miss the 060606 by 26min, he promise it on 12.26am. i noe he wont break his promise de. i miss you.and i really do. i dunno what's love.but you gave me an idea.it felt so good being love by someone.and especially by you.we will always live and neber separate. i love you. [you once promised me that but it's over now]
haix. yuan lai nan ren shi bu neng yi kao de. so many things have happen. why shld i wait for him. cant i just walk away after waiting for 15min. why shld i still wait for half an hour or even one hr? why shld i? mayb i love him too much to even dare walk away. i will wait no matter how long de. i promise. mayb eileen is right. i shld just walk away and not let him have his own way. but that's me. i'm too xin ruan. neber will i walk away. let him be bahx. at least i noe that's the real him. dun angry okay eileen. hahas. i noe you beri sad. dun ever regret letting me noe him. afterall it's my choice. [i still let you go] zuo zai ni de sheng bian shi zhong man zhu de ti yankan ni kan de hua mianguo ni guo de shi jiantian ye qing le, hua ye kai leshui ran ni bu suo hua que yi qian yan wan yufen fen miao miao xian de zhen guizi you ni neng ge wo ze zhong gan jueyou ni pei ze jiu xing lewo ai ni.
never be replaced.
baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you shld noe.
all the love we make can never be erase
and i promise you that you will never be replaced.
i love you, yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me to.
until the end of time
from the day i met you i noe we'll be together
and now i noe i wanna be with you forever.
i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
i can say i'm truely happy to the same
you've make me think i'll die and live my life hesitate
there's never been no doubt in my mind
that i'll regret having you by my side.
but if the day comes that i'll have to let you go
i think that something i should probably let you know
with everything that i spent with you
then i will you coz i'm happy that i have you at all.
i will never ever leave you. believe me. until you let go of me, i'll never let go of you.
you add colours to my life. from this moment, i'll treasure every bits and pieces of you. this i promise you. i'll treasure all the happy moments that you gave me. those sad moments that you gave me, i'll treasure them more. coz only you can make me cry.''one day, if you need me and there are 1oo steps between us. you take the first step to get near me. i will take all the 99 steps to be there for you. just rmb that i still care for you.' do you really rmb what you told me. dear i miss you. i'll neber ever let go of you. i really have no faith in myself. i shall neber give you up. i still love you as much as before. even if you let go of me, i'll still hold on tight to you. neber will i let go. [i cant do that anymore] As i sit and daydreamI can see you in my mind. I wonder when i can be yoursreally in the heartI love you deep down in my heart.are we drifting further and further away? i dun wanna lose you. i say it's all ok and everything is fine. but i hold a secret, behind this crooked smile. i'm not alright. i'm hurting too badly to understand, acting like i'm happy and putting on an act. being watched day by day knowing the pressure is worse i feel like i have to mess up just to feel normal. sometimes i just don't want to be here. i sometimes wish i could close my eyes and everything would be better and there would be no more reasons to cry i know if i run, my heart will break more. no matter how much i try to cover it up, it will hurt worse than it did before. how can i trust that if i turn to you, my pain will be healed. can i know i will be alright and can i know that you will be my shield. i'm not alright and i don't want to live my life hiding and pretending i'm just fine when the truth is i'm dying inside. what a grand thing to be loved.
love has crumbled this month. lovers separating. though some old flames rekindle but it's depressing enough.months of love and "poof" everything's gone. they love their guys yet the guys doesn't appreciate it. why go into love when you say you're not suitable not ready not confident.all these are just excuses
MissYouLikeCrazy I miss you like the sky misses the birds. I miss you like a song without the words. And everyday away from you it hurts. Cause I'm missing you like crazy. I miss you like the sun misses the day. I need you like the desert that needs the rain. And baby it's driving me insane. Cause I'm missing you like crazy. I'm missing you like crazy. Sitting here, thinking' bout how much you. You mean to me, you're my love, my baby. You're my friend my honey. What we got can't be replaced. I see no one, taking ya space. Anywhere you take me I'll follow. Cause every time I gotta go, I look into your eyes and then I know. You'll be waiting for me, And no matter how long that may be. I know that you are always there for me. Oh baby, I can't wait until I have you here. Sometimes at night I get it bad. I think about the times we share. So I rush to call you hoping you miss me too. The special way you say my name. You soothe my heart, make it ok You’re not here so I hold my pillow. Cause every time I gotta go, I look into your eyes and then I know You'll be waiting for me, And no matter how long that may be. I know that you are always there for me. Oh baby, I can't wait until I have you here. Baby, I'm missing you like crazy. And I'm hoping that you miss me too. I'm missing you like crazy.
i'm sorry i made you felt useless. but you broke your promise. you promise to protect me and neber hurt me anymore. but you broke it by saying all those. it hurts. it really does. my tears keep rolling down. but i aint sad. it just keep rolling. i wipe it away it falls again. but at least i neber go out into the rain to cry. bcoz i promise you i will neber walk in the rain anymore. [i broke my promise] Nobody but me, could know the way I feel
And I wish I could be stronger
No longer afraid
thanks for hugging me so tight and long ytd night. i'm sorry i broke the promise and cried. i cant help it. i am so sad. i miss you so. i am afraid to lose you. but i am glad that you say you will hold me tight like you do ytd. i love you. [no more hugs for me] WEE THEORY BOOK:never say die before you try.pick yourself up when you fall.every fall shall be a stepping stone.we are the ones to create.when there's will, there's always hope. if you want, you will.having a little confidencce does not hurt.try as you might, it does not cost you a penny.keep trying, the river will not stop flowing for you.people cant always be perfect, forgive the imperfectness &learn to appreciate the weaker part of it.if you can forget those unhappy things, you are a truely happy person.i will try and memorise everything. i promise. forget about prefection, aim for improvement.
failure is not an end, failure is just a beginning.
love myself! i cant accept anyone else as who they are,
unless i accept myself for who i am.
love cure two ppl, the one who gave and the one who received it.
want you to know who I really am.
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you.
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong.
in my heart i'm so broken, can you see it
the pain is killing me slowly
i don't think you can heal it
i will kill myself slowlyto remove the pain
I don't know why i miss you so much.
You left me with nothing,
nothing but the question Why.
Your face,your voice,your smile,your laughter,your touch.
I'm missing it.
I'm missing you
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway we were on the verge of losing it.
but we got it back again.
no one can take it,
no one can break it.
i've learn to cherish it
and i will forever.
that's when we belong together.
that's our LOVE.
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.The reason I don't want you is because I need you.The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything foryou.The reason I chose my lifeis because YOU ARE MY LIFE.
i believe i believe in love and like the stars above they shine, let it shine over me. set me free i believe in you and that our love is true ohh i believe i believe.
I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty of our wins or of all you've given me.
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that
& You will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.
What would you say
if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything
and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
although we have come so far, i know you held on so tight until you are numb and tired. i'm sorry. i hope history will not repeat itself again because i do not have the strength too. i have tried my best. i thought you will be happy without me but i guess it's otherwise. i want to set you free but you gave that chance away. that's why i want to work hard with you to overcome this. everything will be over soon. i love you. [you are free] it's all from my previous posts. our memories. 我知道故事不会太曲折 我总会遇见一个什么人 陪我过没有了她的人生 成家立业之类的等等 她做了她觉得对的选择 我只好祝福她真的对了 爱不到我最想要爱的人 谁还能要我怎样呢 我爱的人不是我的爱人 她心里每一寸都属于另一个人 她真幸福幸福得真残忍 让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深 我爱的人她已有了爱人 从他们的眼神说明了我不可能 每当听见她或他说「我们」 就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
Say Goodnight 晚安 谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚 Close your eyes, be quiet 我明白你有自己的不安很多来不及我不曾看见 我只遇见你的现在不管你接受或离开 I hope to stay for a while 除此之外 要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开 And if you need somebody 我确定我会在 不会走开 So Goodbye 晚安 舍不得看你觉得不自在 It's alright, I'm fine 看起来 这故事会写不完很多差一点你没有发现 你只认识我的现不管你留下或走开 I'm gonna stay for a while 除此之外 我要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开 And if you need somebody 我确定我会在除此之外 我还在等待 你的心将为我敞开 But if you need somebody 你知道我会在 不会走开 不会走开 [you once sang this song for me to sleep] you were the first. the first guy i hug. the first guy i hold hands with. the first guy whom i cook for. you were my many first. but everything had to end. i noe i'm not a good person i have my own faults. but who doesnt? if you ask me i would say you oso have many faults. but it's useless to say whose faults it is because everything had ended. don't be sad because it's over, be happy because it once happened. i'm really happy you were mine once. i am so scare of lonely. so scare of being alone now. afterall you were by my side for the past 1year and 9months. it's hard but i hope it will be over soon. i will be going to places that we had gone before. with nobody but myself.