what hurts the most is being so close. you left even without telling me. you never even tell me you go there do what when come back. am i not important to you anymore? am i still in your heart? why have all these become liddat? is it because of me. then i'm sorry. coz i really dunno why. what you said really makes me think alot. probably what you said is all true. probably i really make you so irritated. probably. probably you really want to leave me. i also dunno what to say. coz i dun have the right to say anything. tell me what to do. it really hurts so much that i cant tell.