both of you knew you treated us differently. both of you knew i was always on the unfair side. both of you knew you treted her far far better than me. but both of you think that i should always give in to her. whats with being the older one? being the older one must be the understanding one? couldnt you give in to me sometimes? no matter how rude she is, no matter how much you say the next time she is rude you are going to slap her, you knew you will never do that. i cannot even be rude once in awhile. but i dont care. dont you feel these few days i'm very rude to both of you? you can scold me all you want but it doesnt help. why must both of you only think of her? why is it always HER HER HER? even when i'm in china all your mind think is what to buy for her. i didnt even bought anything. she went kl bought so many things but absolutely none of it is mine. why? if money can buy time, you owe me alot. thats what my cousin told me. but you know what money can never buy time. no matter how much you gave me it can never buy back the time i lost. i rather spend my own hard earn money.