today i'm feeling so empty inside. really dunno why. mayb i'm feeling tired bahx. have not been slping very well for the past few days. haix. i cant forgive myself for doing that. i'm such a selfish girl. and today i didnt see him during recess and lunch break. i feel that he is avoiding me or mayb is i think too much. but believe me i'm am never going down to help him anymore. it really doesnt serve to be good.

just now went sakae with wendy and val den leonard oso inside. rawr! sian. the waitress like so fast la. cant understand what we talking about. and she never take in what i ate lor. so practically i only need to pay 2bucks. dumb lor. den we went ws to see clothes. and i have fallen in love with grey colour. i noe grey is equals to boring and dull. BUT I LIKE IT! i have bought one grey shirt which is so nice! hahas. i love grey shirts! den went hm with val. we were like talking bout da nan ren. i dun really like them coz they get jealous over small things and very xiao qi. but they will do that is bcoz they love the girls mah. so it's okie. hahas. whatever. den we were saying why pretty girls always get pretty things? luiting and sherly de stead so swt lor. it's so romantic when they stead. omg can faint lor. with all those candles and roses. they pretty mah so obviously they deserve better! hahas. normal girls like us cant ask for much. and val wanted to go france to find her future hubby. hahas. it will be so romantic! but i really dunno why girls love flowers so much. i mean i love them too. but why not let them grow in the sun and share it with everyone instead of putting it at hm when you noe it will wither away one day. i rather let them stay in the sun and enjoy the warm. i'm not selfish. =/

omg! benjamin looks so much like danny! although nobody agrees but i still think it is true. hahas. anything! his voice sounds so much like jj. but i still love my darling the best! hahas.

baby, i love the way you hold me close, the way you look at me. and you for loving me even if im not and never will be the prettiest, hottest, sweetest girl in the world. you gave me the love that i've never had before. you know i love you (: & I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you loving me. when you breathe, when you smile you make me feel stronger than ever cos im crazy about you. we're stranded together. our souls belong to each other and it feels like we're in heaven, baby. <3