it doesnt seems like my bdae today. no cake no photos. if my aunt is around there will sure be cake and pictures. but she is not at home. she's very fan and she only told me. i'm not supposed to tell anyone in the family. i feel so miserable. i'm worried bout her. haix. i'm really worried bout her. i hope all her sickness will go away. bcoz she deserves better than that. just like what eileen said, today is my sad, sour 16 birthday. =/ sad right? but it's okie. i wasnt really waiting for anything good. i have baby can le. all i need is him by my side and i'll be fine. it seems like alot ppl forget bout my bdae. nvm it's okie. anyway thanks to my cousin!, su, khai, wendy, kailing, shuhui, xue er and elaine for their presents!! at least they rmb! :)) and my beloved eileen! she msg me at 12plus to wish me! hahas. i've got good friends around me and i will definitely treasure them all. and my cousin is so daring! she bought the hillsongs disk for me. i think if my mother sees she is gonna scream like mad! LOL. and she bought the bookmark. it's all bout God. and she wrote card for me! it's so long and i'm so touched! today dinner was like shit! coz i have to eat maggi mee on my bdae! haix. pathetic. and i'm so pissed with my dad. what's his prob la. i didnt say i want to go swensens so dun put words into my mouth. and dun hurt me le den treat me good. it doesnt work this way. so just leave me alone. i seriously miss my dar dar alot! :)