everyone is angry. so all is my fault. i'm sorry. why cant ppl stop talking bad bout each other. if you want just go tell anyone but not me. i dun want to be stuck between ppl. i cant do anything to make you forgive me. just leave me alone. my head and eyes hurt probably bcoz i cried too much. my legs hurt bcoz i stand too much. my tummy hurts bcoz i'm having gastric. serve me right for not eating. i only had bread for breakfast and greentea for recess. but my heart hurt the most. bcoz of what you all said. you scolded me bcoz of what he said. you scold me bcoz of what i said. so it's all my fault. bcoz everything links back to me. so it's me.
i'm sorry everyone i think you all are shocked by me.
my dearest: thanks for being there for me. i noe you will be there behind me even without you all saying.
junqi: all you said was right it will come true as you wish.
nic: it wasnt your fault. you are just trying to cheer me up.
ky: it wasnt your fault too. you didnt noe i was in bad mood so you sprayed the water.
[i dunno whether you all will see it not. but i'm sorry.]
the reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
