lei le jiu fang shou ba. wo bu jie yi. wo bu neng zai na me de zi si le. zhi dao ni yi jing lei le, zai ye bu neng gou qian zhe ni bu fang le. wo mei you ku zhen de mei you ku. wo mei ku bu dai bian wo hen kai xin. wo mei xiao shi ying wei bu zhi dao zhen me xiao le. ming ming zhi dao bu neng gou yong yuan qian zhe ni wo que hai shi na me ai zhe ni. bu ku bu ku, wo mei ku. mei shi le. yi qie dou mei shi le. da ku yi chang hou ying gai jiu mei shi le ba. wo de xin yi jing si le.

P.S i wish that you can send me home one last time.