Ytd went with Eileen, Amanda and siling to celeb beloved eileen’s bdae! Before siling came, me and Eileen went into Fox to try on a shirt. It is so nice! But so ex. Hahas. we were hiding in the fitting room and taking pics. So funny can. After that we went to Fish &Co. LOL. The Eileen tay is still as crazy and take everything that caught her eyes. Even signboards she oso wan take. Hahas. den we went to cs to buy siling’s gift box and my balloon! Winnie the pooh! Poot!! The balloon in the end flew into the sky! Waste my $9.45. ahh! My baby cousin was like “ jie jie why you neber hold the balloon tight tight?” and I didn’t noe how to ans. We took the nicest neoprints ytd! All those in the past was like bleah. Hahas. and after that I had to go coz of Krsytal baby bdae party! Hahas. she’s so cute!
I’m so unhappy. Why do they treat them so nicely? Why are they so bias? Just bcoz one is their daughter and another is their god daughter and I’m nth to them? Even the smallest thing they can be so bias. I’m not trying to say that just bcoz I didn’t get the choco. I mean I dun wan it la. But they like not obvious. I noe I’m not the prettiest one coz my sis is, I noe I’m not the cleverest one coz my cousin is. I’m just nobody special. Why try so hard to be special? Why must I do so much just to show them? I’m not trying anymore. sometimes they really dunno what they said and what they do really hurt me. I noe my cousin understand but she didn’t say anything. But at least she tried to do sth. Coz she shared it with me. So I shall be selfish and finish the whole stupid mango with my cousin only! Mango cheer up my day! ^^ so I shall not be so unhappy anymore. ignore them for the rest of my life. anything that happens doesnt matter coz i noe he will always be there for me.
51 more days!