tu ran hen xiang ku. i dunno why. it's been so long since i last cried. mayb except for that day where nobody except both of us noe. everything is piled inside me. i dunno what i am doing is right or wrong. coz when i dun lend ppl say i wont even help my friend. when i lend my friend say i'm harming her. but i dunno. really dunno. and i have alrdy lend it so i shouldnt think so much. =/ but i'm still so unhappy.