omg!! i am so jealous! jealous jealous jealous!!! my heart now is filled with jealousy. and that's bad. coz i cant concentrate on doing my own things!!! rawr! so sad leh. haix. i seriously dun have faith in myself. haix haix. i these few days kept dreaming bout her when i dun even noe her. just dun like her la. i noe they really nth de but just cant help feeling that way. sian. what am i doing??! i'm scare, i'm sad, and i'm lost.