It seems such a long day today. Time passed so slowly without you being here. I miss you so much darling. It has not even been a day since you went to kl and I feel like I’m dying soon. You not being here make me learn to treasure you more now. At first I tot it’s just three3 days it will be over soon. But it seems so long now. I dun think I can take it anymore. today i hugged the tv for the whole day with no one to chat to. Haix. Watched [ the hot chicks]. What my cousin said was right. “Your best friend is the most suitable one to be your boyfriend. But your best friend is a girl. And when a guy is your best friend, he cant be your boyfriend. Cause you wont love him. So wont it be great if your best friend can turn into a guy someday?” it sounded abit weird. But I feel it’s true. Your best friend became your best friend is bcoz both of you click so well together. But a girl cant turn into a guy except in movies. I feel so low today. So scare and lonely. The moon is so round but I cant see any stars. I always feel so low when I cant find any stars in the sky. I noe there wont be any stars coz it’s raining. But I just feel so low. I am just too silly. Whatever. I just miss my baby so much now. One1 day haben pass and I’m liddat. What will I be like tmr? Sian. Tmr got audition and I am still sick. anything lor. Just go for it. And I cant dun go anymore coz they wont believe me even when I show them mc. Fan zhen I oso dun wan go for syf. I’m too tired.