I really regret that I never rply him. I woke up at 6.03am and saw his msg. but I tot he is gone alrdy so I didn’t rply. And coz my phone dun have the timing for the msg. but when I woke up at noon and calculate the exact timing I found out that he had just msg me at 5plus going 6!! I’m so dumb! Haix. I totally flunked my CT. I failed geog even though I studied so hard for it. I misread the question. How clever can I be? 12 marks gone just liddat. I studied so much and I failed. She wrote just one sentence foe almost every questions and she can pass. What does this means? I’m pure dumb. My amaths suck like hell. And my emaths is totally screwed up. How am I going to carry on liddat? What’s the use of crying? It will still be the same at the end of the day. i must learn to adapt the days when he isn’t here with me. Coz he cannot be always by my side. So I must be independent and stand on my own feets. my cousin and i were flipping through all those babies photo. how i wish i can be a baby again. those innocent face.