today so cool! hahas. joshua and francis are so funny! hahas. i got enlighten! everyone was like crying after the meditation thing. and they still played the graduation song! damn sad la. siling started crying, me and eileen go comfort her and we ended up crying too. yupps what she said was right. after graduation the feeling wont be the same anymore. but we will stay as friends forever. nothing can break us apart! take care my friends! i love you all.

FRIENDS FOREVER!

today i took the beri beri friendly bus uncle de bus!! hahas. he saw me running for th ebus and he actually wait for me! so cool! and he waves goodbye to every single person except me! =/ so sad. coz he talking to another aunty who just got onto the bus.

sumin, sUmIN, SUMIN!!! hahas. she bully me!! i am not aunty and not michael!! rawr!! so sad lor. never let sumin be your child de godma! if not sure chan de. hahas.

that's our LOVE.

that was what mr ang left us with. just two2 notes. just liddat. our relationship will not end just liddat i hope. it's too sad.

i hate it when ppl talk bad bout me behind my back lor. whats their prob? hate me just say it straight into my face la! my face everyday black not as if yours is white! yours is more black and dao den me can! not as if i very close to you. i dun mind if my close friends say that la. but i think i neber even talk to you for more den twenty sentences la! i short like as if you tall. please la if you dun even noe me just keep your comments to yourself lor. it's always good to noe that there is always somebody there for you when you are sad. i didnt cherish it. i will learn from now on. why does ppl learn to cherish the impt things only when they lost it? just like our class. we took mr ang &koh for granted when they are there. now that they are gone we whined for them to cm back. cherish it when we can. dun regret when we lost it. i miss you!

how could you alter the marks lor? how can you bcoz of wanting to cover yourself and change our marks? i could have pass better and not struggling with my work lor. got back the progress report le. sian. MR KHOO I GOT C6 FOR HMT!! these few days so bad mood. pms!! rawr! idiotic =/ tmr got sports day! sian. i hope it wont rain if not i will bang the wall and die. my beloved sat oso gone liao. go kallang stadium sing songs! like as if i will sing. it better dun rain.

i realise i have take things for granted all these while. mr ang &mr koh are leaving. it suddenly seemed like the time when i realised mr khoo was going. i seriously dun understnad anything that mr quek taught us for the past three3 days. i simply just block myself from the rest of the world during his lessons. i must learn to accept. the whole class really wan mr ang back lor. i wonder how are we going to score for our exams after he had gone. the most important things are the hardest things to say. i will miss you both.

nothing i say can solve these misunderstandings. why is it that everytime i say something some ppl just will get the wrong idea? in class they always accuse me of so much things i didnt even do lor. someone please help me! i'm having a headache again bcoz of the rain. why are promises made when they are meant to be broken? i read through the past. how many promises have been broken?

sometimes when i am sad,

i pulled you with me.

you said we are not compatible,

but i don't feel a thing.

cause i know we are.

i feel so tired! been trying to keep awake throughout the whole chem lesson. but i got choco to keep me awake. hahas! den just now during fnn we went com lab. shuhui was trying to help me print the excuse letter! LOL. but i stuff the paper too in le in the end jam. and i was so anxious to get the dumb paper out. andand i manage to get it out!! shuhui say i can be repairman liao. hahas. we always play with the printer so i promise neber ever to play with the printer again. i shall neber ever touch it again! yay! today they go collect the class jersey. so happy. hahas. i miss you so much baby!!

my words hurt your heart.

yours pierced my soul.

rawr!! tired. i got bitten by his dog!! wah pain leh! even dog oso dun like me. haix so sad.

peanut butter

longan lychee

jessica like kopi

capuccino latte mocha milo

peanut butter jelly bean, yucks!!

jia you jia you! we can do it!

Wherever you will go.

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

CHORUS

If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

CHORUS

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

CHORUS

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

this is my decision, i'll follow you wherever you go.
i have never regret and i doubt i will ever.

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,

I'm not here to lie to you,

I'm here to say I'm ready,

That I've finally thought it through,

I'm not here to let your love go,

I'm not giving up oh no,

I'm here to win your heart and soul,

That's my goal.

Please don't go,

You know that I need you,

And can't breath without you,

Live without you,

Be without you,

Well I know I've acted foolish,

But i promise you no more

sian. i cant slp!!! anyway later 7plus jiu must go temple le. must pei mama go dunno what. LOL. ytd night at lily jie's bbq my dad said if tonight he strike 4d he sponsor 2oobucks to clar de bbq. den my mum say if she strike she will hire a chef to cook for us. i think my dad de can believe la. but my mum abit unbelivable leh. crazy.

haix. this prob had always been here. mr lua once said if you cant manage your time, you are a failure. am i? i cant manage my time.

i'm sorry andrea, elaine and sofie! i didnt mean to get so angry de. but we spent so much effort on this gathering and so many ppl are not going. sorry. so if you all really dun wanna go den jiu nvm la. dun force you all.

jie jie!! i am so right. you not here the first day kor kor jiu bully me le!! rawr! say hao wan go out de mah. den that pig still slping now. den demand me to help him buy his dinner leh. so idiotic! big bully! you must faster cm back and save me. if not i will die )):

is you don’t care so who gave you the right to scold me? Is you never even bother to ask and you said I never tell you?! Don’t accuse me lor. You expect me to tell you how did I score for the exam without you asking me? You didn’t care so why should I tell you. So don’t accuse me for not telling you. Too bad for you for not asking. Anyway no matter how well I did you also won’t praise me. So I also don’t need waste my breathe talking to you. I guess what Eileen said was right. Why is it so hard to say I love you to your parents but so easy to say it to your friends? but I just cant get along well with them.
There has been a change of venue and date!
Clarinet members, please try to make it to pasir ris beach on tue 130307!! Coz Samantha didn’t book the pit at her hse. Hahas.

hui jie jie: take care of yourself when you go m’sia tmr! Must miss me worx. Hahas. so good can go. I oso wan go. Life at hm wont be the same without you. Coz kor kor will bully me! And you are not there to protect me. xDD have fun!
Happy birthday yap!

i reget.

cause baby when you sleep i watched you sleeping,

my darling today coming back le!!

i miss him so much!!!

mr khoo!!

can you see it? i passed my hmt!! although i just passed but i feel so proud! hahas.

saw sth that i shldnt see. what's the freaking prob with him?! what's wrong with ppl not going band? i mean we also need to rest when we are sick right? what gave you the right to say ppl came up with stupid excuses?

we going make class jersey le. haix. i wan six6!! and leon has to fight with me. den i wan 66 bak weng took alrdy!! argh! life. den i decided it's either 60 or 16. i dunno! den ppl was like michel why dun wan take 11? rawr! and anyway eileen took it alrdy. hahas. so too bad peeps.

I really regret that I never rply him. I woke up at 6.03am and saw his msg. but I tot he is gone alrdy so I didn’t rply. And coz my phone dun have the timing for the msg. but when I woke up at noon and calculate the exact timing I found out that he had just msg me at 5plus going 6!! I’m so dumb! Haix. I totally flunked my CT. I failed geog even though I studied so hard for it. I misread the question. How clever can I be? 12 marks gone just liddat. I studied so much and I failed. She wrote just one sentence foe almost every questions and she can pass. What does this means? I’m pure dumb. My amaths suck like hell. And my emaths is totally screwed up. How am I going to carry on liddat? What’s the use of crying? It will still be the same at the end of the day. i must learn to adapt the days when he isn’t here with me. Coz he cannot be always by my side. So I must be independent and stand on my own feets. my cousin and i were flipping through all those babies photo. how i wish i can be a baby again. those innocent face.

It seems such a long day today. Time passed so slowly without you being here. I miss you so much darling. It has not even been a day since you went to kl and I feel like I’m dying soon. You not being here make me learn to treasure you more now. At first I tot it’s just three3 days it will be over soon. But it seems so long now. I dun think I can take it anymore. today i hugged the tv for the whole day with no one to chat to. Haix. Watched [ the hot chicks]. What my cousin said was right. “Your best friend is the most suitable one to be your boyfriend. But your best friend is a girl. And when a guy is your best friend, he cant be your boyfriend. Cause you wont love him. So wont it be great if your best friend can turn into a guy someday?” it sounded abit weird. But I feel it’s true. Your best friend became your best friend is bcoz both of you click so well together. But a girl cant turn into a guy except in movies. I feel so low today. So scare and lonely. The moon is so round but I cant see any stars. I always feel so low when I cant find any stars in the sky. I noe there wont be any stars coz it’s raining. But I just feel so low. I am just too silly. Whatever. I just miss my baby so much now. One1 day haben pass and I’m liddat. What will I be like tmr? Sian. Tmr got audition and I am still sick. anything lor. Just go for it. And I cant dun go anymore coz they wont believe me even when I show them mc. Fan zhen I oso dun wan go for syf. I’m too tired.

is everything alright? i didnt blame anyone for all that had happened. what happened had past. why must you all go dig up the past. why cant it just be gone. i noe i cant play well. and i dun have the confidence to do so. i dun wanna stay in first. i am serious. i hate it lor. i dun wanna take such a heavy burden when i noe i cant do it well. there is still so many ppl who can obviously play better den me. haix. i flunked my maths today. totally. loci suck. ahh! i really scare my hmt. if this time round fail i think really must drop le. and anyway mr lua oso wont let me stay in his class de. shit. i hate it when ppl started accusing me of things i neber do lor. why must someone started calling me to shut up and the whole class will 'michel shut up la!!' and they started telling teachers things that i neber do. i noe they think is fun la. but i feel so irritated. especially these few days. i'm sorry everyone for the attitude that i am showing these days. i will change.

Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.