is everything alright? i didnt blame anyone for all that had happened. what happened had past. why must you all go dig up the past. why cant it just be gone. i noe i cant play well. and i dun have the confidence to do so. i dun wanna stay in first. i am serious. i hate it lor. i dun wanna take such a heavy burden when i noe i cant do it well. there is still so many ppl who can obviously play better den me. haix. i flunked my maths today. totally. loci suck. ahh! i really scare my hmt. if this time round fail i think really must drop le. and anyway mr lua oso wont let me stay in his class de. shit. i hate it when ppl started accusing me of things i neber do lor. why must someone started calling me to shut up and the whole class will 'michel shut up la!!' and they started telling teachers things that i neber do. i noe they think is fun la. but i feel so irritated. especially these few days. i'm sorry everyone for the attitude that i am showing these days. i will change.

Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.