why is everything going wrong again? ytd dreamt that i went out with my parents and he went too. coz our parents are friends. so happy. but when i woke up at 4plus am i realised everything is just a dream. i dunno whats happening to me nowadays. well but i am sure that the once-so -crazy michel is gone. gone forever. i have been talking lesser and lesser everyday. mayb there will be a day when i bcm mute. den there will be peace. coz ppl wont say: michel you are so noisy. is it fair for me too? all these that happened isnt what we wan. it unfair to you does that mean it's fair to me? everything i did is just wrong. everything i did ppl just dun like it, everything i do just dun get accepted by them. what have i done wrong? ytd think le whole night. mayb i shld just disappear into thin air. by then i doubt ppl will notice i'm gone. why shldnt they. my parents can easily put me by the road side and forget bout me. so ppl can too. ppl doesnt need me. in band got jj and yy is enough. in sch i dun even matter to my friends. at hm i definitely dun need to be here. i only noe how to cry cry cry. can that solve any prob. i am such an idiot.

Michel Ang, you suck totally.

LOSER.