today is the 7th month le. but it doesnt matter. coz it wont be suay de. it will be fine. i guess just now i really broke down after controlling myself for so long. i kept quiet from the moment i stepped into the band room. getting depression soon. haix. but with you by my side i think i dun need worry anymore. coz you can share with me. i promise no matter what happen from this moment i will tell and share with you.