suddenly i feel sth left me. a part of me. so pain. i suddenly feels he has neber love me before. why do i feel this way? i am scare. but i tell you what. even if eveybody dun like you i'll still cling onto you tight. even if you dun love me anymore i will do too. why are there these kind of ppl in the world. why do they even survive and live in my life? i shldnt have tell you anything. you really scare me. i guess i am just too innocent. there is obviously so many diff types of ppl in these world. you tell me you wont angry and sad bout this whole thing. you dun give a damn right? but i noe. i really noe. it hurts deep down inside. deep till i cant even see. dun ever ask me again why nobody like you i still do. i love you for who you really are. at least you dun hide things. dun ever feel lonely coz i am here for you. it hurts when you told me you should'nt have started liking someone. whats wrong with liking someone? you feel that i wasnt good enough? i am sorry if you think so. i will change if you dun say this kind of things anymore. mayb i really dun understand you enough. but i have been trying really hard. i noe you cant really forget bout this whole thing. but why bother bout the past when you have only just step out if this old life. continue to walk. you definitely will find someone who really understand you. it might neber be me. but i noe you definitely will find someone. there isnt really someone we can trust in this world. please dun feel hurt anymore. you can scold me but dun be angry.i miss when you are not here.
i prefer doing things together.
today i wish you were with me and it would last
FOREVER.
