haix. sian. heard that mr khoo is leaving. i dun wan!! he's not a teacher to us. he's our guardian, our friend, our daddy!! i will miss him. i will cry like what we did during 2e2'05 last day. cant he wait for us to grad before he leaves? i love him so much. i am so sian. is she ever going to talk to me again? it's all my fault. such a bitch. whatever. i am such a failure in life, in everything i do. everything i do is all wrong de. what more do i expect. haix. neber ever wanted all these to happened. but they did afterall. if i noe i wouldnt have msg both that guys. if i noe i wouldnt have joined band. if i ever noe...will you love me like you used to?
