damn it!! woke up so early when i'm so tired. kns! i cant slp la!! shit. why cant i slp everyday? why am i so tired ever since the holidays started? i haben even went out &i'm so tired. will there be a day when i will neber ever wake up? friendship, death, betrayal &forgiveness. it's being ringing in my head ever since i read My Best Friend Girl's. shldnt even have started to read the book. inside everyone was so forgiving. even when their best friend betrayed them they forgave them. if only.. i dun wanna go for band &face them. not that i dun like them. but it's just that it shldnt be my responsibilities. why is it always me who is doing all those things? me me me!! i dun wan it anymore. open my hands &let go!! i wanna scream.
