i am so tired. early in the morning go for bridging then got marching. lucky got bridging, if not i will have to run &do pumpings. hahas. haix. well 4mth and 22days of love was almost destroyed in my own hand. i am such a bitch. how can anyone even make her stead feel so lousy bout himself. that's me. i made him dun understand me at all. all i wan was for some one to love me. what i wan was so easy that i didnt noe it was just in front of me. it's so easy that i expected more than that. now i understand. all i wan was happiness and to be loved. what makes you think he will understand me more than you do? he neber will. i can tell you that. you said you dun wan to hurt me anymore. but did you think bout it. if you let me go, i will get hurt more. i dun wan. p.s. dun ever let go of me.
