tired tired &tired. how tired can life be? how i wish that i can just close my eyes &neber wake up again. i am such a great sl. like real. cant even play zodiac how am i going for syf nxt yr. i told you all le. you have choose a wrong person. i am facing the same prob again &again. but who can help me? i cant help myself anymore. i have done enough. i wanna break down. but whenever i see our section got so many prob i dunno what to do. i dun wanna face you ppl again. not bcoz i hate you all, but bcoz i think i really am a bad sl. i dun think i have contribute enough. i wanna hide in a corner &die. with no one to care. please help me.
today went for emaths &geog bridging. i'm tired. den after that went to ws to pei baby to study. lib wasnt open yet so we went to food court. sat there till 11 den go lib study. poor baby. i didnt mean to make you study. but i cannot xin ruan. so must call you study. i noe you're tired. but i just cant let you rest. i'm sorry. den went back for band lor. again. sian. i dunno what to do anymore. i'm really tired. later still got tuition. can i close my eyes &dun open again. i really wish i was a kid again. when a kid do sth wrong nobody will blame him. they will just say, " he's just a kid." isnt that great?
today is our day. 061106!! i love you baby. i will wait for the day when i get to see you again. ((: i will rmb the promise.
in my heart i'm so broken,
can you see it
the pain is killing me slowly
i don't think you can heal it
i will kill myself slowly
to remove the pain.
