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Thursday, September 07, 2006

ytd night been hugging kor gave me de piglet. realise that when i am sad its always him who comfort me. but he is away on a holiday now. i think i have lose him. he used to tell me 'Living is meaningful and full of happiness if i find the purpose of living and loving. i am just taking what life gives me and not making changes to it.' but i have tried doing that. it doesnt work.
fine i apologise. if it's bcoz of that missed call. but you must noe that that idiotic phone is in my bag and i dun even noe it rang. when i saw it i was back in school alrdy. and it was way after you walked out of school without talking to me. i was in the ava le. you expect me to call? i tot you going hm when you say you dun wan go for geo mah. well i'm sorry then.
i have been talking to ben again. LOL. he cheers me up i guess. he has been taking up the place kor left. he really brighten my day. ytd i cheer him up today is his turn. well i guess baby going say he is jealous. but seriously like you treat vann as a mei. i treat him as a kor.

121hearts
going under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Going under
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once, wake up for once
Not tormented daily, defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through, I'm
Going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through, I'm
So go on and scream
Scream at me, I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through, I'm
Going under
Going under
I'm going under


my immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me


love is true
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee)
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee) Everything we do together Im gona cherish in my heart 'coz i love you and i said so
Made a promise to myself That i will never let you go
And i promise i will never hurt you
I always try to be the one who's right
But in the end you were right and i was wrong 'Coz girl im gona miss you 'coz deep inside i know i love you
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee)
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee)
I've always tried to be my best to there for you
In your times of need when you was crying all alone girl
It breaks my heart when i see you cry
Should another tear drop from your eye
A lovers guide to perfection
All you have to do is open up and just take your time
Girl im gona miss you 'coz deep inside you know i love you
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee)
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee)
Im gona miss you Sing it again Im gona miss you Im gona miss you Sing it again Im gona miss you
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee)
Never in my life have i wanted anyone as much as you
my love is true and i will give up everything in my life so you can stay with me (yeaheee)


#06 love at 12:21 AM

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