well i'm sure of what i am going to do le. since eileen decided to let go i will do too. i had alrdy decided to do so that time, but eileen insisted that it will change. but we dun think so now. since she NEVER understands what me and eileen said and we NEVER understand what they said den let it be bahx. it's falling apart. we've been trying so hard to fix it. and that is what we get in return? i dun wanna think so much le. 'let it be' will be my attitude towards friendship from this day on. dun ever doubt my feelings for this friendship. i miss it seriously. i am sad if you are not.
