me and eileen has been trying beri hard to save the friendship. but it doesnt seem to be improving. what is happening?? i rmb when we were sec1 the three of them were together first. i was the last to join in. the foursome is form then. siling amanda michel eileen. we were SAME. but it turned into SA/ME as days passed by. me and eileen are together now more. i dunno what is happening. mayb i shld just give up trying. but that will hurt eileen.haux. just now went eileen hse to do hmt proj. actually started screaming de. but in the end i bcm so so sad. dunno what's going on in me these few days. and now i'm sick. having headache and flu. haix. argh! oh no mr khoo noe bout me and baby le. dunno is gee suan or marvin told him de. me and eileen keep quarreling over this. marvin say is gee said de. but baby say is marvin said de. i oso dunno who. ' you add colours to my life. from this moment, i'll treasure every bits and pieces of you. this i promise you. i'll treasure all the happy moments that you gave me. those sad moments that you gave me, i'll treasure them more. coz only you can make me cry.' 'one day, if you need me and there are 1oo steps between us. you take the first step to get near me. i will take all the 99 steps to be there for you. just rmb that i still care for you.' do you really rmb what you told me. dear i miss you. i'll neber ever let go of you. i really have no faith in myself. i shall neber give you up. i still love you as much as before. even if you let go of me, i'll still hold on tight to you. neber will i let go.
