It's just me

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

argh!! study so hard for chem den in the end still fail. how to be not sad. but i promise so many ppl not to be sad le. so i shall not be sad anymore. hahas. (: woots. ben rocks my life. hahas. crazy guy. nice talking to him la. at least got smone to cheer me up. LOL. many thanks to him. tmr got ss, geo and maths common test!! ahh!! must go study now le. hahas. sian.

#06 love at 7:31 AM

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

haix. feeling beri sad now. dunno what's going wrong. just feeling so so sad. but one happy thing is i passed my amaths!! wow. that's so incredible. didnt tot that i will pass. hahas. but the sad thing is that those maths beri good de ppl all fail leh. haix. i think i cant carry on anymore.

#06 love at 7:23 AM

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

well i'm sure of what i am going to do le. since eileen decided to let go i will do too. i had alrdy decided to do so that time, but eileen insisted that it will change. but we dun think so now. since she NEVER understands what me and eileen said and we NEVER understand what they said den let it be bahx. it's falling apart. we've been trying so hard to fix it. and that is what we get in return? i dun wanna think so much le. 'let it be' will be my attitude towards friendship from this day on. dun ever doubt my feelings for this friendship. i miss it seriously. i am sad if you are not.

#06 love at 7:24 AM

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

me and eileen has been trying beri hard to save the friendship. but it doesnt seem to be improving. what is happening?? i rmb when we were sec1 the three of them were together first. i was the last to join in. the foursome is form then. siling amanda michel eileen. we were SAME. but it turned into SA/ME as days passed by. me and eileen are together now more. i dunno what is happening. mayb i shld just give up trying. but that will hurt eileen.haux. just now went eileen hse to do hmt proj. actually started screaming de. but in the end i bcm so so sad. dunno what's going on in me these few days. and now i'm sick. having headache and flu. haix. argh! oh no mr khoo noe bout me and baby le. dunno is gee suan or marvin told him de. me and eileen keep quarreling over this. marvin say is gee said de. but baby say is marvin said de. i oso dunno who.
' you add colours to my life. from this moment, i'll treasure every bits and pieces of you. this i promise you. i'll treasure all the happy moments that you gave me. those sad moments that you gave me, i'll treasure them more. coz only you can make me cry.'
'one day, if you need me and there are 1oo steps between us. you take the first step to get near me. i will take all the 99 steps to be there for you. just rmb that i still care for you.'
do you really rmb what you told me. dear i miss you. i'll neber ever let go of you. i really have no faith in myself. i shall neber give you up. i still love you as much as before. even if you let go of me, i'll still hold on tight to you. neber will i let go.

#06 love at 1:16 PM

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Friday, August 11, 2006

hahas. woke up at o83o. went online and two ppl chat with me. hahas. was so surprised that ppl are awake at tis time. LOL. well the first person is benLee. he grad from hscs de. when we first chat he told me i'm his long lost friend. hahas. but i dun rmb so nvm lor. well he oso got stead le. so sweet. hahas. he told me alot of things. hope i can do all those things he taught. he taight me to have courage. i will try my best de. den the nxt person is andrea. my good good junior. hahas. always bully me de. she giving me confidence training. LOL. that one i doubt i can do it. but i promise her i will try. hahas. den ytd so sian. i went pizza hut to have dinner. so surprised to see kian chong working as a waiter there. LOL. he was my primary sch de friend. hahas. my mother still say he good looking. wahaha. he so white where got hao kan lor. sian. i going off le la. i lurb my lao gong beri beri much. wo ai ta. <311o6

#06 love at 12:09 AM

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

hahas. i promise eileen that i will use green to blog and so here i am. LOL. haix. today is the eve of national day. but i'm not getting into the mood of national day. sadded. today got cca comendation day den we perform. after performing i went home myself. ALONE. so lonely. he went safra bowling. isnt that great. shall not blame him. look on the bright side of everything. later going out with my cousin bahx. he going bring me go watch fireworks. at least there is sth i shld be happy of. i gonna scream!! scream everything out of me.

never be replaced.

baby i love you and i'll never let you go

but if i have to boy i think that you shld noe.

all the love we make can never be erase

and i promise you that you will never be replaced.

i love you, yes i do

i'll be with you as long as you want me to.

until the end of time

from the day i met you i noe we'll be together

and now i noe i wanna be with you forever.

i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids

thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses

i can say i'm truely happy to the same

you've make me think i'll die and live my life hesitate

there's never been no doubt in my mind

that i'll regret having you by my side.

but if the day comes that i'll have to let you go

i think that something i should probably let you know

with everything that i spent with you

then i will you coz i'm happy that i have you at all.

i will never ever leave you. believe me. until you let go of me, i'll never let go of you.

#06 love at 5:50 AM

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

omg. yuan lai eileen oso think i useless. i started off by saying i felt that i was useless. and she neber think jiu agree with me le. hahas. i cant believe that till now i still dunno what to tok. why can i crap like crazy with everybody else but just not him. mayb i really need the training that andrea will give me. hahas. ytd went eat lunch with vann, yiling, yy and cs. so damn sad sia. he kena bully by them. hmph. i'm angry. they make him take cab cm ws find me. i dunno what to say lor. bish.. i really lurb him like siao but i just dunno why when i'm with him my mouth is glue together de. haix. useless bum. today that eileen tay cum ms greenn ate so many things. hahas. first she got buy the potato den bought two sushi. and THEN one more potato. is she crazy. hahas. den we took a bus home lor. sian he cant pei me hm. sadded. later still got tuition. argh! i cant stand that grp of girls sia. so damn noisy. haix. today beri emotional bout things. oh ya i tio 3days pc sia. hahas. for drinking outside canteen. i'm so pro. haix our friendship is real on the outside. but inside it looks disgusting. me and eileen on one side. sl and amanda on the other. what's happening?? me and eileen were trying t save the relationship but she wont even talk to us. i'm giving up on it le. haix.

zuo zai ni de sheng bian shi zhong man zhu de ti yan
kan ni kan de hua mian
guo ni guo de shi jian
tian ye qing le, hua ye kai le
shui ran ni bu suo hua que yi qian yan wan yu
fen fen miao miao xian de zhen gui
zi you ni neng ge wo ze zhong gan jue
you ni pei ze jiu xing le
wo ai ni.

#06 love at 9:05 AM

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

sian sia. now what time alrdy he still haben msg me. haix. fine lor. neber think of me. hmph. eileen ar. dun worry la. neber lost the ring jiu hao le. lucky still can find. if not i dunno how to explain to him le. hahas. so sian. later going out with my cousin. tmr going istana performing. so early must reach school leh.

#06 love at 7:41 AM

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

hahas. i lurb all of my friends. yen, sujatha, eileen. amanda, siling, wendy, jiebing, val khoo, kailing, etc!!! so many more ppl. i lurb them all. they really gave me a surprise today by buying a cake for me. hahas. well peeps, not i dun wanna cry. but ytd i promise sujatha that i'll will be a strong girl. so i'm not suppose to cry. LOL. well really thanks everybody. i wont forget the smile you girls put on my face. hahas. and dear, thanks for the ring too. but aint you blurr. lidday oso can give wrong de. hahas. i lurb you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
HAHAS. (:

#06 love at 8:59 AM

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