It's just me

Saturday, July 22, 2006

i so sad!! my ah ma pass away at 3.46am tis morning. i am at her hse now. preparing for the funeral. i actually dreamt of her at 5 in the morning. she came to sae that she had go to a far far away place. i miss her so. everyone was like so sad la. haix.

#06 love at 4:09 AM

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Friday, July 21, 2006

haix. yuan lai nan ren shi bu neng yi kao de. so many things have happen. why shld i wait for him. cant i just walk away after waiting for 15min. why shld i still wait for half an hour or even one hr? why shld i? mayb i love him too much to even dare walk away. i will wait no matter how long de. i promise. mayb eileen is right. i shld just walk away and not let him have his own way. but that's me. i'm too xin ruan. neber will i walk away. let him be bahx. at least i noe that's the real him. dun angry okay eileen. hahas. i noe you beri sad. dun ever regret letting me noe him. afterall it's my choice. todae mei xin qing so neber go band. in the end saw so many ppl. tmr gonna get it from them. went central with eileen just to find her peppermint bubble tea. LOL. dun listen to me lah. in the end find for so long. hahas. den walk back to ws with sotong and eileen. dunno what to tok to him lor. haix. den i neber go for tuition. sian. sat outside till 9. haix haix. my stomach hurts. he sat outside and pei me. so good.
i love my baby sotong. 11o6

#06 love at 2:05 PM

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

haix. ahh!! i flunk my O level de oral le la. so disappointed in myself. feel like killing myself. i let mr khoo down le. sian la. mon still got the listening. i wonder how am i going to pass it. seems like so easy. yet so difficult. stress up sia. tmr is the big dae. the dae of competition. i really no confidence leh. not that i dun believe in us but it's just too hard to believe. i just hope that mayb we can get gold bahx. wish so. sian tmr must go sch at 1oplus. but at least beta den other ppl la. hahas. dun need get up so early. i going off le. going tm to have my dinner. hahas. oh ya. my knee finally got no prob le. the doc sae actuall yswollen de. but todae go check again, it's fine now. LOL. so happy. hahas.
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams.
i miss you.

#06 love at 10:12 AM

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

it's been so long since i blog. haix. i think i have lost interest in blogging. i'm not getting anywhere la. hahas. i started realising how hard it was to get our attention during mr khoo's lesson. that dae i really paid attention and found that actually alot ppl are slping. and he knew it. but he did not scold. i promise to pay attention to him during lesson time. i promise. neber ever wanted him sad. i will pay eileen 2bucks if i neber pay attention to him. isnt that a great idea we tot of. hahas. sian leh. thur is coming and that means my death date is coming too. O level chi oral is coming le. i'm dead. how am i supposed to get an A1. i cant!! feel like dropping. but that will hurt mr khoo. one by one everyone is dropping hmt. can see that he is disappointed with us. haix. what am i supposed to do. i'm stuck. i'm so tired of this kind of life. so busy and tired. haix.

Never Be Replaced.

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you shld noe.
all the love we make, can never be erase
and i promise you that you will neber be replaced.
i love you, yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you wan me to.
until the end of time.
from the dae i met you i noe we'll be together
and now i wanna be with you forever.
i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids.

whee. i lurb this song. hahas. i going off le la. i'm getting to no where. i miss my baby.

#06 love at 9:08 AM

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