ahhh!! die le. tmr got band. what am i supposed to do. i can only add a smile on my face and pretend that nth had happened. i am so useless!! why cant i do anything right. i am an useless bum who can do nth. i have already tried my best le. zhen mo ban?? save me!! wo zhen de yi jin jin li le. what more can i do. seniors have looked at the wrong person le. i dun have the ability to bond it. i will only damaged it more. i dun wanna repeat history again whereby you all scold us. i dun wan!! but what can i do. i'm going crazy. ahhh! i dun wanna face all those who gave me attitude. i wan band to be fun. but how can it be with all those ppl hating me. i wanna give up!! i have already given my time to you le. i even flunked my exams. what more do you ppl expect me to do??!! i really cant take it anymore le. i cant!! mic given up!